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New blog

2011-01-06T11:42:00.000-08:00

RELINK/ FOLLOW ME HERE!!!!
See you soon lovelies! :D

Byeyeom!

Last farewell

2010-12-03T07:14:00.000-08:00

ANNYONG! HELLO!
I've finally decided that I shall move to Tumblr since it's so tempting :/

Always know that I love you Blog hoppers who's been reading my blog all the while.
I LOVE YOU.

But don't worry I won't be deleting this blog. Since I've created so many memories with it, what for I delete it right? ^^

So this has been Siti Nurhidayah signing off now, forever. Well, maybe if one day, I shall blog here if I feel the need to kay ;)

YOU!

2010-11-30T07:39:00.000-08:00

OHHH HEY YOU! How are you guys doing? Didn't update for quite a while cause I'm so busy watching Dramas these few days. Thanks to Amirra for introducing me to Playful Kiss >.< and now, I can't stop watching it >.<

I think I'm gonna change to Tumblr but will not delete my blog. Should I? Cause my blog seems dead and it's like no one reads it

Ahh, okay, shall continue watching my Drama. Btw, I've just updated my playlist and I'm inlove with Friend by TOP & Taeyang! <3

OKAY, OKAY, BYEYEOM LOVELIES.

I'm in pain

2010-11-20T19:52:00.000-08:00

My butt, neck, legs, feet, thigh, hands, arms, back, everything hurts alot but it's all worth it cause.......

I FINALLY GOT THE TICKETS :D

I was so happy I smile so wide my face hurts.
ThanKYU Syasya and Jialyn for accompanying me since 6am in the morning for the tickets. I love ya people <3

There were seriously so many people queuing up for the tickets and I really thought that i couldn't get the tickets and nearly gave up.
Soooooooo, Super Junior, I'll be seeing you, you and you on the 29th January okay?! :D

By the way, ELFS are the MOST daebak-ing fans ever. I love you ELFS for being so relaxed and calm. Sarangheyo <3

Shall watch Beast comeback performance all over again cause why? Cause I'm a B2UTIFUL ELF! Hahahaha. xD

OMONA

2010-11-19T08:26:00.000-08:00

Besides getting back my O levels results, I'm dead worry about tomorrow

cause

of

getting

the

tickets

for

SUPER SHOW 3

OMONA. What to do?! :( There's quite a number of people queuing at The Heeren alrdy uh :( Dwang~

Weird Dream

2010-11-17T16:30:00.000-08:00

It's 8.20am early in the morning -_______________-
Yes, yes. I'm not a morning type of person but what am I doing so early in the morning? Well, will be meeting Eqa later to jog at Tamp stad and then swim~ ^^

By the way, I DREAMT ABOUT BEAST YESTERDAY. Well, not entirely about them uh, but more to their Manager Hyung. >.<

I KNOW RIGHT!! Shocking =.= I dreamt tht his manager and I went out and then when we were in the car, there were alot of "paparazzi" (okay even though there's no such thing as paparazzi in Korea) taking our pics. =.=

And then out of the blue, ALL FIVE of the Beast members came and help me. They moved me to the back of the seat and cover me with a blanket. HA HA HA HA hilarious. So i took this opportunity and look at Gi Kwang and he assures me that I'll be fine. AWWWWWWWWWWW. Then how about the Manager Hyung? Well, he suddenly "POOFS!", disappear from the scene =.= And then, I woke up =.= PHHSSSTTT!!

Sucha weird dream but at least I dream about BEAST right after so many weeks of wishing I dream about them :) Geez.

Okay I think I'm late. Shall bathe and meet Eqa! BYE YEOM :D

Something new

2010-11-16T07:05:00.000-08:00

HIYEOMZ!
I woke up real late today cause I slept late yesterday, at 11am cause I was busily Beast-ing. Lol.

My face went

when I saw Beast official MV for Beautiful especially when Gikwang dance like this.

HOT TO THE FM. :D So I msged Effah and she too, drooled over Doojoon who is a smoking hot DJ. xD DAYUM!
So anyway, I'm currently practicing Korean/Hangul words cause I seriously don't know what to do now since O's are over and there's no activities for me today. Might as well I "study" Korean right? Korean lessons are expensive and I don't wanna ask my parents for $$ cause they've been helping me pay for my other stuffs. Heh. Learning hangul was freaking difficult but when I finally get it, I went...

Y TO THE A TO THE Y :D

Heh. That's all for now. I know this post is irrelevant and nonsense but I wanted to try doing this. It seems fun. I think I should do sth like this for my next post aite but with a proper post okay :)

BYEYEOM! Wanna continue studying xD

Back for good~

2010-11-15T10:23:00.000-08:00

BOO-YAAAAAHHHHHH!!!

I'm back readers!! Miss me?! I bet you did right right right? ;D

Hmmmmm. O's are finally over but I don't feel the excitement. Just like what Hashimah says, EMOTIONLESS. Yes, I'm happy that I no longer need to crack my brain but I don't have mood to celebrate =.= Okay, okay, maybe there is but I don't know what to do cause there's so many things currently in my mind, starting from paying the tickets for Super Show 3 to shopping. Hmmmmm.

By the way, after Biology paper today (in case you are curious, the paper was do able uh), went home and started fan-searching or isit what they call, soompi-ing? Whatever. Then Hashimah called me and asked me to accompany her to Bugis cause she wants to see David Archuleta, my ex. HAHA, joking. So I did and when we saw him, I went :O Guess I'm falling in love with him all over again. Naaaaaaaaahhhh xP Hashimah was fan-girling all the while. Lol. It's okay because I understand :P

EHHH. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO. I begged Dad to buy me a keyboard but he says wait for my results first which is like, next year?! =.= I asked Mum to buy me oven and she says, Wait, wait, later, later. =.= Pfffffffffft. But nevermind, as long as she promise to sponsor me the Super Show 3 tickets, I'm happy more than enough. :3 Geez. Speaking about that, I cannot wait for Super Show 3. ~~

She's Back!

2010-09-14T07:33:00.000-07:00

This post was meant to be posted on the night of Hari Raya but my computer hang. Urgh. So I'll just continue where I've stop...

It's 6am in the morning already but I am still wide awake. I can't sleep cause my eyes are swollen and Mum told me that if I sleep, it'll get worst. Pfft. All thanks to cutting those red onions!!

Anyway, I want to wish all Muslims SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN!! I can't believe that we've passed Ramadhan and now, we're celebrating Hari Raya. Little did I realised that I miss Ramadhan so much because when I heard the Takbir, my heart ache a l o t. Sigh. But whatever it is! Hari Raya is our reward for fasting the whole 1 month and strengthen our desire. :)

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14 Sept 2010 - TODAY
I AM BACK BLOGGERS!! It's okay if you don't miss me. Heh. Been busy cleaning the house during the 1 week of holidays so I don't have time to blog. Sorry, sorry! But anyway, I'M BACK! :)
Usually, families went out on the First day of Raya but for my case, we went on the Second day instead cause alot of people came to my house to visit my grandad who happened to celebrate Raya here. The house was so full I can't make my way to my bedroom =.=

So this year, my Baju raya is Blue in colour. My family did not have any colour theme so we wore different colours unlike others. Heh.
Balik kampong on the third day of Raya and the next day was school, Phy and Chem paper -.- Obv I did not have enough time to continue doing my revision cause by the time I reached home, it was 10pm and I was exhausted. But thank goodness I did revise it earlier but that was few months ago. *roll eyes*

Since it is Raya, I promise you I'll gain weight tremendously because I kept eating ketupat and lontong and those oily but delicious dishes. Sigh. WILL shag those fats soon aye, soon. Anyway, watched VMA on Monday and I screamed out loud when Justin Bieber won the Best New Artist! I SO KNOW IT'S HIM LAH! Obviously right!♥♥♥ My voting is paid off! :D And his live performance was so awesome I grinned so wide my face hurts! He CAN sing LIVE you know! Even my Dad agreed cause it was so rare of him to agree with me especially when it comes to these Artist, including BEAST. Ahhh, you gotta love this guy. To the haters I swear they look so small from up here :)

Okay, I better get going since I need to revise Biology. LAST PAPER LAST PAPER! And then it's O LVL T^T Wish me all the best! FIGHTING!!! ^^

By the way, BEAST'S COMEBACK IS AROUND THE CORNER! :DDDDDDD Cannot wait!

Byeyeom♥

On hiatus

2010-08-23T01:20:00.000-07:00

(Ahh, cuteness overload. I'm dying over here T^T)

ON HIATUS

I dont know what hits me but suddenly, I started to panic. Okay okay I know what hits me. Prelim is JUST tomorrow. =.= Uh no.
Won't be blogging till 15 Sept. (but I will try to sneak during the 1 week Sept holidays but I can't promise)
So I guess you should actually be happy about the fact that I won't be blogging since you no longer need to listen to me spazzing(?) about Lee Gi Kwang. Heh. Take this HIATUS as a bonus for you if you are sick and tired of me talking about my idols eh.^^

Ahhh, Byeyeom readers.♥
Sorry for giving the bitchy attitude but I'm so stressed up now T^T Not because of tomorrow's Prelim (well, a bit) but because of something *^**((%$& else.
Love ya.......

Voiceless

2010-08-15T05:33:00.001-07:00

I NEED MY VOICE BACK PLEASE! :'(

Fan Account ;D

2010-08-14T11:19:00.000-07:00

Warning:
Fan account alert!! And very long post ahead!

Friday the THIRTEEN wasn't that bad & sway afterall!! I had a blast on the evening, well, the whole day! School ended early but had to stay back for freaking F&N to complete with our coursework and I'm happy to announce that our coursework has officially ended! =D While in the midst of waiting for Firah to complete her coursework, Effah and I decided to go to youtube and watch videos. Apparently, Effah has eventually fall in love with Gikwang after I showed her the Oasis video. *roll eyes* Haha, wtv! Sharing is caring :P

(skip)

Waited for Liyana at her block and then fetch a taxi to Marina Boulevard for the Celebration @ Marina Bay. By the time we reached there, 4Minute was rehearsing and I was shaking with excitement as soon as I got off from the taxi. Daebak!! The event itself was effing grand and big and I find myself rather honoured to be there. Heh. At first, I thought we were late since the queue started at 3.30 (we reached at 4.15?) but I was wrong. We were one of the few who were infront eventhough we got the GUEST tickets, meaning we're behind the VIPS. At around 7.30, the event eventually started, where PM Lee Kuan Yew lite the torch and blablabla, local artist performed and none of the audience paid a single attention to them. Lol. The fact is that MOST of us who went there wanted to see just BEAST & 4MINUTE only. Lol. Bad fans right? :P

Before the start of the special performances by BEAST & 4MINUTE, fans who didnt get the tixs suddenly came running into the area and went to the VIP area. VIP AREA YOU KNOW!! All of us who were at the GUEST were so mad and thus, the situation there became out of hand. The security there was not tight and some of the security guards were afraid of the fan. Wtf lah!! I was so fed up that I shouted at those ^()@$()&@ fans =.= WE PAID FOR THE TIXS OKAY! (Well, not me, I got it free, but still, I have the tixs and I know how those who purchased the PHONE to get the tixs felt okay! Oh gosh!) Thank goodness most people in my area were the patience ones cause if not, I think they may have actually climb over the barricade(?) to go to the VIP area. Pfft.

4 MINUTE performed at 9pm and oh yes, the fan guys went crazy! Like, insanely crazy! We all started to stand ON THE CHAIR (hahaha) when they started to sing. Daebak! I don't like 4 MINUTE at first cause I'm not into girl band :P but eversince that day, I LOVE 4 MINUTE!!!! =D When they introduced themselves, all the fan guys started doing the HEART sign to them and screamed with their low voices =.= Ahhhh, fan guys... They performed Hot Issue, Music, What a Girl Wants, Huh and this one song I'm so not familiar with. When 4 MINUTE performed, all the other fans were singing along with them including Liyana, but I, on the otherhand, just screamed WOHOOO DAEBAK! instead of singing. Heh. Told ya I don't know their songs well. Only Hot Issue and Huh. :P When it ended, the host asked us whether we wanted them to perform again and when we said, ENCORE! ENCORE! ENCORE!, 4 MINUTE performed once again for us!! Daebak! T^T So with that, I have officially fallen inlove with 4 MINUTE esp Hyun-Ah and Soo Hyun(?). Gyeahhhh!

Next was..............BEAST!!!! And yes, this time, all the fan girls went crazy. I was so excited that I screamed my lungs off like a mad fan girl and jump enthusiastically on the chair like an elephant. The introduction of BEAST nearly teared me up and as soon as BEAST appreared on the stage, I CRIED AND SCREAMED even more! Daebak! Despite missing their showcase in June, I'm still able to go to their concert which is equivalent to their showcase! T^T
They wore white and their hairstyle changed due to preparing for their comeback!!!
Gikwang's hair made him look innoncent esp without those eyeliners ♥
Yoseob black hair made him look even cuter than ever!
Doo Joon notthatshort hair made him look like the most handsome BEAST's leader.
Junhyung's blonde hair was freakin hot esp when he wore his unique clear shades and style it so coolly.
Dongwoon and Hyunseung, not much has changed but they are still gorgeous!!
Basically, they were dressed up casually and without those eyeliners they used to put on when they performed at the showcase.
They performed BEAST IS THE BEST for the opening and urgh, it felt like as if I'm at the Dream Consert in Korea or perhaps at Music Bank! They are seriously awesome performing LIVE!! Then, they introduced themselves and talked a bit with us but poor them since they don't have any translater! Heh, so we were trying real hard to figure out what Doojoon was talking about. There's this one english sentence Doojoon said wrongly which apparently made us all cracked up and teased him. Haha. After that was SPECIAL, where I realized I've fallen in love with Jun Hyung (and his rap!) and then BAD GIRL. I screamed Gi Kwang's name so loud when he did his solo dance break during the BAD GIRL that I think Liyana's ear went deaf already. Hahahaha. Gosh, love him, love them. After that, the hosts came and asked them several questions. When they asked among Beast, who is the sporty one, I thought that it is Doojoon but...it is GIKWANG! =D Then the host asked Gikwang to take off his blazer/jacket to show off his muscle which instantly made me faint.
In the middle of the talking, the camera zoomed in to Hyunseung, forgotwho, and Gikwang. And there!! KISEUNG MOMENT!!! Hyunseung was caught dabbing(?) Gikwang's forehead with a tissue!! SO SWEET RIGHT!?! When we saw that, we screamed and this made BEAST as well as the host wondering what had actually happened. xD Another cute moment happened was when the host asked BEAST what's their favourite korean dish..

Host: So what's BEAST favourite Korean dish?
Dongwoon: (full with confidence) CHILLI CRAB!!!!
Doojoon & the rest of the member: Ani! Ani! *while pushing Dongwoon to the back*
Audience: ANI! ANI! HAHAHAHAHA! *screamed*
Dongwoon: (look down, embarassed)
Doojoon: Kimchi, kimchi.

MAKNAE!!! WHY ARE YOU SO CUTE?! Hahaha!

After all the cuteness overload, they performed OASIS, which remind me of the girl whom they serenaded at the showcase *roll eyes*, MYSTERY and all-time favourite, SHOCK remix!! Before performing SHOCK, leader Joon asked us to practice the shock moves and when we did it well along with singing some parts of the lyrics, they seemed delighted and then performed SHOCK. It was the remix version so when Yoseob sang the starting, I went, OH MY GOSH. Then, since it was SHOCK, pelvic thrust alert!! :DD Gikwang kept doing his infamous pelvic thrust moves and when he did a "hardcore" one, I SCREAMED SO LOUD I LOST MY VOICE BY THEN. T^T Hahaha, seriously, Daebak!! By then, Liyana already lost her sense of hearing. Hahaha. And yeah, THAT WAS THE END. SHOCK was the end. Argh. T^T We wanted an ENCORE but when the host told us that that was the last performance, we were rather sad. Yes, greedy much! xD

Nonetheless, I ENJOYED MY NIGHT TO THE FULLEST with all those Kiseung moment and Dongwoon's embarrassment despite all the chaotic situation created by those fans. What made my night even better was when we waited for BEAST & 4 MINUTE to leave the area in their minivan. We waited behind the barricade(?) and when the third van came, some of the fans started to screamed. So it was obvs that it was either BEAST or 4 MINUTE in it! When the van came closer to my direction, I saw BEAST! T^T I was searching for Gikwang but to no avail I couldn't find him so I just keep on waving at Doojoon, hoping that he waved at me too. And yes! He did! He nod with a smile, like telling me, yes, I know you are waving at me, and then WAVED AT ME. Ahhhh, fan service, fan service. Daebak!! =DD The next van was 4 MINUTE's and I saw Hyun-ah! Sexy on stage, cute and adorable off stage. Aigo! :)

So gyeah, that's all about the Celebration @ Marina Bay. I seriously have to thank Jolene for giving me those free tixs because if she don't, I won't have the opportunity to catch this awesome concert. THANK YOU! :D
By the time I reached home, it was already 11.30pm and that's when I officially lost my voice and my body ache everywhere. :(

Gotta stop here or else, no one's gonna read it! Well, I think NO ONE is going to read it xD I'll post about today, tomorrow aite! For now, I need to study and complete my homework!!
BYEYEOM!!!!♥

A Worth It Sore Throat

2010-08-08T11:09:00.000-07:00

(LONG POST AHEAD!!)

Lixian texted me saying that she has free YOG opening ceremony rehearsal tixs and when I replied her late, she told me that she gave the tixs away alrdy T.T Ahhhh, depressed, depressed. HAHAHAHA! She has officially add more depression to my pathetic life. First, because of BEAST coming this 13 Aug. Second was this. HAHA. K, joking joking :P

Anw, Friday was too awesome, which explains why I'm having a sore throat right now. National day celebration in school this year is the best among the rest, thanks to all the lively Sec 4s and 5s. I had to admit that I'm not the type who suddenly stand in the middle of the hall and sang like crazy girl but, guess what, I did on that day!! And I love it! :D When it was time for sing along session, most of the Sec 4s went wild and started to stand up and sang out loud. Ahhhh, awesome people. Can't imagine we're graduating soon and leaving each other. Ahhhh~ After all the singing, I was sweating bullets and eventually, lost my voice. =D

The next day, had BBQ at Changi Beach. Met Istiqa, Firah, Effah, Ama and Moyang and then went to the place together. We thought we were late but we end up being the earliest and Syaraf as well as Hakeem were busily trying their best to pitch the tent =.= Even though there were no food yet (HEH), I still had fun because we managed to keep ourselves accompanied by doing all sorts of activities there that we find enjoyable =P Like for instance, Ama, Istiqa, Effah and I tried to skip the pebbles when we threw it towards the sea but Effah didn't managed to do so. Poor her. Gotta keep trying :P Then, we shouted out names *wink to Ama* and wishes while throwing stones. We also ran along the beach like couples and play with swings like little children. Keke. Oh and not forgetting the camwhoring as well as video-whoring. ^^ Firah was freakin hilarious when we passed by this group of people. I was shocked when I saw her reaction cause I would have done the same thing too. Awww, tummy sis. We are so fated! ;D

BBQ starts at 6 plus and ate till my stomach was bloated with all kinds of delicious food, like prawns(!), chicken, hot dong, fish, more hotdogs, grilled ham sandwich. *mouth watery* At first, we felt rather awkward since most of the people there are Syaraf's relatives but since we have one another, the feeling vanish! ^^V Laughed, eat, build sandcastle, more eating and then leave the place at 9.30pm. Asked my father to fetch us all and home sweet home at 10pm...

I woke up late today, at 10am and don't feel like going to religious class cause I'm having a bad sore throat and my body was aching everywhere. Continued with freakin F&N which I still have more to go *sigh*. Then met Tje Ying at 6pm to study together at the library until 10pm. So here I am, finally blogging =D

It's 1.55am already, so........
HAPPY 45TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPOREEEEEEEEEE! Whenever it's 9 August, I kept thinking about 2008, where I was one of the participants. Gosh, time does pass very fast right!! T.T

ANYWAY!!!!!!
I just got to know that BEAST's flight is at 2.15pm this Friday!!! Ahhhhhhhhhhh!!! I WANT TO GO I WANT TO GO!!! Just hope that I don't have to stay back for freaking F&N T.T Nono, please! NOOOOOOOOO! :( Also, BEAST HAVE CHANGED THEIR HAIRSTYLE! *die of happiness* Keke.

Alright, alright, it's already late and I gotta sleep and then wake up again to continue my revision. Argh.
BYEYEOM SWEET DREAMS ♥

AIGOOOOOOO! CUTE CUTE T.T

Screw it hard

2010-08-04T02:14:00.000-07:00

~~THEY SERIOUSLY COME ON THE VERY WRONG TIMING. FREAKING TARDS. I'M GONNA SUFFER ON THE 13 OF AUGUST I TELL YOU!!!!! D: HOW COULD I RESIST NOT SEEING THEM?! ARGH THIS SUCKS TO THE CORE.~~

~~SCREW YOU PRELIMS. Heh.~~

Naaaahhhhhhh, I get to go! :D

What a life

2010-08-03T02:02:00.000-07:00

Effah, Sharifah, Istiqa, Rhuksana, Afiqah are on the way to Fort Canning, for Singfest but ME?! =.= Stuck at home, wait till it's 5pm and then go to tuition :(
What adds more to my depression is my Physics Practical which I actually screwed up just now. WHAT A LIFE.

Anw, Lixian, this is for you, the rapper =P

Byeyeom people :')
I realize it's already 5.11pm. I AM LATE! Naaaaaah, it's okayyyyyyyy =P

Rain-ism

2010-08-01T02:06:00.000-07:00

This is Myeongsu aka L, face of Infinite. Awesome group, gorgeous people. But still can't beat my Beast though. ^^

ITS SO COLD I CANT FEEL MY TOES.

Slept at 8am on Friday and 5am on Saturday. Signs of Insomnia? =.=
Currently revising Social Studies while doing essays. 2 essays done, left 3 more to go! Ahhhhhhh!
Will be meeting Hashimah later since Tje Ying not free. I need a new school shoe like urgently! Heh.
So I guess I can't watch MTV BUSTIN OUT WITH BEAST at all! Despite Dad's effort on fixing the cable, it still doesn't work!! T.T Not good! Ahhhh! Bad day bad day!

Blame it on the cable

2010-07-31T08:21:00.000-07:00

I GIVE MTV BUSTIN OUT WITH BEAST A MISS BECAUSE MY CABLE WENT ASDFGHJKL!! Urgh! Why?! Why of all the days, you (cable) decided not to function well today?! You know how depressed I am when it's already 2pm and ppl start messaging me, informing me that the show had already started?! =.= You never know how I feel you cable! BLAME IT ALL ON THE CABLE AND THE SATELLITE! T.T But thank goodness I didn't get electric SHOCK when I was mending the wires. =.= Nvm, I shall look on the brighter side. There's repeat telecast tmrw at 8.30pm so I gotta be happy! JUST HOPE THT THE CABLE WORKS TMRW T.T

Anw, I am officially over and done with F&N Coursework Task B (only). Mrs Sim told us that we could put aside task A for a while, which means that I finally can concentrate on my other subjects!! ^^

I slept like a rock (just like how Hashimah said) yesterday after I got home from school at 4pm and I woke up at 12 midnight. Started to do my revision till 6am while listening to BEAST's songs on the radio =P Felt so lethargic by then and slept at 8am till 11pm. And that's when my depression came. I can't on the cable. Dang it.

I was supposed to meet Tje Ying today for a study date and buy my school shoes but she had BBQ to attend =.= Not fair. I'm stuck at home while she's out there, having fun. Tsk.

Omaj I think I just exceed the time limit which is to blog for only 30 minutes. It's gonna be an hour soon. Oh no Oh no.

I'm going to revise and do SS now. 5 essays to complete! T.T
Ohh dear Kwangie! Your smile brighten up my day so pls lift up my spirits! XD
Bye-yeom ♥

Do I want you to stay?

2010-07-27T05:21:00.000-07:00

Can you feel me now
Take a deep breath and let me explain
All the pain that’s been wreckin my brain
Gettin so close to goin’ insane
And see you standing there
And the feelin’ never gonna be the same
seems like we missed the whole damn train
Blame is all we have for us

And I can let in get in the way
Even if the love is the costly price to pay
Lookin’ back life love was the game or cliche
Gotta move away sacrifice my heart and let you breath again...

F&N is a @%#&$ =.=
I spent MOST of my time doing F&N and if I don't get a distinction, you are so dead! UNDERSTOOD?! asdfghjkl!!
~~Be right back! I'll update more later.~~

I am suffering from back ache, nose block, eye beg, neck pain, head ache and Gi Kwang's knows what else =.=
F&N is never ending and I just realised that F&N is the same as = FOREVER & NEVER (ending) Ah, so true so true. My father went, "From the very beginning of whatever month and up till now, you are still doing your F&N. When is it going to finish?" Tsk. If only I could answer that question but sadly, I can't, YET.
Anyway, fasting month is in 2 weeks time and I still have 7 more days = 1 more week to repay my fast! AH YES! I hope that my volcano will not erupt tomorrow or the day after and so on because I need these days!! That 7 days! Please Allah!!
So, Sunday was 25 of July and it was actually my one month anniversary with..............BEAST! Omo! One month since GK winked at me, one month since BEAST made me feel grateful for living in Singapore, one month since BEAST made me feel on TOP of the world! Wohooo!
HAPPY BELATED 1 MONTH ANNIVERSARY ♥

I think I better get going since I still have F&N to do and it's already 1:15am in the morning. I ACTUALLY STARTED DOING F&N AT 8.30PM YOU KNOW!? *^!#*%(!$*^$!)(^!.
Bye-yeom! ♥

I'm loving soccer

2010-07-23T08:06:00.000-07:00

Played soccer during P.E lesson just now! I think I'm seriously going to fall in love with soccer (besides Netball and Silat). I was like, "I'm sorry if I can't play soccer cause I'm not good at kicking balls" and some of my friends actually laughed at that statement =.= But really whaaaat!
Anw, I was reading my old blog which was updated when I was in primary school. Pretty hilarious though the way I talk. Keke. And there, I came across my lame pictures taken before graduating. I AM SO LAME LAH! XD
And there's actually a lot of wonderful things happened during my primary school years like for example, Rena, Maya, Nad, remember the times when we fry fried noodles for the boys during Hari Raya? We thought we spoilt it but it actually taste okay, except that it's salty? Remember?
And Bernice, rmbr the time when you often go to my house to play playdough? There's this one time where we practice handling food using the playdough to prepare ourselves for the grand dinner? Rmbr? I STILL HAVE THE PICTURES!! ^^

Bernice's

Mine

Last but not least..........

CUTENESS(Bernice) OVERLOAD! XDDDD
HAHAHAHAHA!

Okay, enough! :P Better start studying! BYE-YEOM!♥
Study date with Tje Ying tomorrow! :D

Get out

2010-07-20T10:26:00.000-07:00

F&N IS DRIVING ME CRAZY!! T.T

Currently having massive hard-core migraine. :/ Argh!
Btw, T.O.P's picture above hot uh? ^^ Looks like Nickhun right but nahh, it's T.O.P! :D Gi Kwang, Kyuhyun, Bieber, don't worry I still love you people. KEKEKEKE.
Mother Tongue LC was okay I guess. I answered one question wrongly! Okay, maybe more! Aigoooooooo!~

Who wanna go out and study with me this Saturday?! :P

Love is pain. Love is over.

2010-07-18T07:16:00.000-07:00

Taemin Neomu Yeppeo :D

Saengil chukha hamnida Taeminnieeeeeeeee! :D
Though your age is already legal (meaning you are already an adult) in Korea, you are still the baby face maknae so it felt so weird calling you Oppa cause you don't really look like one :P
Can't wait for your come back but honestly, I don't like your current hair :P Keke~

5 KM RUN WAS CANCELED DUE TO THE HEAVY RAIN AND LIGHTNING WHICH STRUCK A TREE YESTERDAY
%($@(*%@(*%$(*^%@*^@%)^.
You know how devastating I felt when I got to know the news. I was so excited before that but to no avail, it was canceled. Yup, canceled, not postponed. Pfft. So instead of going home early in the morning, we (Firah, Amalina, Khadijah, Wani, Sharifah, Dania, Zaki, Irfan, Dania's brother, Hashimah and Lylie) decided to have our breakfast at Macdonald. I was in the midst of eating when suddenly, a lady tapped on my shoulder and asked me to help her pulled her jacket out of her arms -.- ^*($@(*$(^#(*^#. Helped her and then Wani stood up out of the blue, for no reason and began approaching the lady with a :O face and then sat back to her place. All of us who watched the scene laughed out loud till the whole place was filled with our laughter. We were wondering why Wani was standing and when she told us the reason, we laughed even harder. HAHA. Wani, Wani. The reason she stood up is because she taught that the lady asked her to help her buy food. HAHAHAHAAH. You should see Wani's facial expression and then you'll understand why we laughed so hard our stomach hurts. XDDDD
After all the laughter, we went to CS and then TM. Went to ART BOX, POPULAR and then to ARCADE. It's been a very long time since we went to arcade and so we played like nobody's business. :) At first, all of us thought of going to catch a movie or sth but since the theater at TM is packed with a lot of people, we decided not to. Further more, we aren't appropriately dressed up since we were in our "RUNNING ATTIRE" :P Homed at 12pm.

So much for running 5km with Springfielders :( Ahhh, there's still another time. Maybe after the O's?
Anw, yesterday, I missed Channel 5 NEWS -.- There's Beast and other Kpopping groups!! And Gi Kwang was interviewed by the reporter!!!!!! Urgh! I felt so sad and depressed when Dewi told me that during religious class just now. ^)@$)^@^)(@&(@.
AHHH, YES, FINALLY I WENT TO MY RELIGIOUS CLASS! Hehe.

Okay, byeyeom! ♥

Show me what you got

2010-07-16T09:57:00.000-07:00

I was watching T.O.P's Turn It Up Loud MV and then I suddenly realized that for the last part of the video, he kindda looks like Bye. A bit. And there, Bye pops up in my mind which I DON'T WANT TO. Haixs. Falling in love hurts so much it can actually break your heart into billion of pieces. Will not fall in love ever again. Keke~

My mum and siblings went to JLittle at Expo just now cause of some blabla SALE (sigh, mothers) but I did not tag along since I decided to do some revision. So I finally got the house all by myself and I managed to complete doing mind maps on Phys. OH WHAT AN ACCOMPLISHMENT -.- Prelims is just around the corner and I'm so worried I might do badly for all the subs. :(

Anyway, 5km run tomorrow at ECP! OMO OMO OMO!!!!!!! I don't think I can make it cause it's been a very long time since I run a very long distance. Ahhh! Wish me all the best! F I G H T I N G!! I must get TOP! (Not TOP, TOP, but TOP as in TOP 100? HAHA! There's thousand(I think) ppl participate okay so 100 okay right? Or maybe TOP 1 thousand? :P) Keke~

Oh and I BEDAZZLED MY CALCULATOR ^^V hehe.
Got to go cause it's already 1 am in the morning -.- I'm dead meat if I'm not able to wake up tmrw.
BYEYEOMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM ♥

Doo Joon

2010-07-04T09:16:00.000-07:00

DOOJOON OPPA! Saengil chukha hamnida!!! :D
Please take good care of Gi Kwang and come to Singapore again! Sarangeeeee!

I was reading through my past post and I came across this post about Bye playing cards with me. That's when from there, I began to like him more. *sigh* People change, things go wrong, shit will happen but life goes on. I miss the past!!!! =(
And also, I miss NDP because from there, I know a lot of awesome people that makes me smile all day.

Me: Not sad uh if ndp ends?
Someone: Maybe yes maybe no. Cause maybe Im not able to see you again.

So true.
Going out with Firah, Effah and Istiqa tmrw to study and do homework. YAY!

Go away Zit!

2010-06-29T10:18:00.000-07:00

Hey, I think there's gonna be a huge zit growing on my nose.
OH MANXS.
It's 1.15 am and I'm still doing my F&N research. If I didn't attend school tomorrow, then, that's for sure I over slept. Pfft.

I think I'll be sleeping in an hour time or so. Wait for me in my dreams, you! *WINK HARD*
By the way, I'm addicted to OMG by Usher, all thanks to Istiqa!

Post AJ syndrome

2010-06-27T05:36:00.000-07:00

OH MY AJ TOMORROW IS MONDAY! :(

Did my homework but it feels like it's never ending! There's still more to go! Why do I always feel regret when it's just the day before school reopen? >.< Urgh! Finished up Chem yesterday but I'm not done with the essay!! Cause it's killing me! Furthermore, I can't concentrate thanks to AJ! Why oh why! AJ! Why did you wink at me and touch my hands?! See now I can't concentrate! HAHAHA :P Besides Chem, there's still Phys! I only did the first school paper, excluding the essay. I'm left with 3 more school papers T.T Then there's Biology but luckily there's no Biology tomorrow. And F&N! -.-
Anyway, I know that I mentioned before that Friday will be my last post but I guess today then! I want to say a lot of things before I officially on HIATUS. Heh.
I want to thank UMS for giving us the opportunity to meet BEAST! Without your effort, we won't be meeting them! Thanks for the assuring us that no one will cut our queue when we are queuing and at the same time, proceeding to the Garden rooftop. With that, I thank you!
Erm, that's my "a lot of things". Lol. Okay, okay I'm gonna complete my homework now! All the best Hidayah!

FIGHTING! :D By the way, I love the songs played on the Jukebox. Awesome ah. :)

PS: I make sure that I don't bring my AJ fever to class cause it's contagious!! Gotta get rid of it today! NOT! Haha! Bye-yeom :D

The day my idol winked and touch my hands

2010-06-25T09:25:00.000-07:00

I'll remember today always

It rained heavily by the time I woke up at 8 and so, I decided to wait till the rain stop by sleeping again. xP Then when I wake up at 10, it still rained and yes, I slept. At 11, when it finally stop, I washed and dressed up cause I'll be meeting Firah, Farah and Istiqa later on for Mr Sim's farewell party. It was tiring and confusing when we reached Loyang. Instead of stopping at the bustop near to flora road, we stop after that. And guess how far we had to walk over to flora road!! Passed by awesome terrace houses and barking dogs which actually made us scream and jumped like some mad woman. Lol.
Anyway, eventhough today's farewell party is so short for me (cause I had to rush over and go to IMM) it was fun and interactive since it's been a very long time since we, 2Hians gather and meet. Played Black Jack but I'm so bad at it! HAHA! Those who played with me will definetely know how bad I am. Right?! XD
Then at 2.30pm, we celebrated Firah's birthday and surprise her with the oreo cheesecake I specially bake for her. She went teary -.- My father called me soon after cutting the cake and told me that he reached, so, I had to leave the place with a heavy heart. Haha. So sad leaving them alone xD Bid farewell and rushed to meet dad.
Reached IMM at 3.40pm and the queue for the fansigning was effing long -.- I had low hopes and think that I'm unable to get up to the rooftop because I thought that there is over 3 thousand people already. BUT! I was below 500 :D Since I went there alone, I decided to make new friends and I did! ^^
The effing long queue eventually moved at 5.30pm plus but by group of 100. Then we had to take the stairs to the rooftop and it was tiring -.- By the time we reached the rooftop, my new friends and I already started to pant. At first, I thought that we will be at the right back but since I'm one of the golden tickets holders, I got to move to the very front. But poor thing for my friends :( Anyway, I made new friends again with the ticket winners and we all talked about who we want to take our pictures with. I want with Gi Kwang but there's a lot of them who wants to take with him either -.-
While waiting for Beast, we sang songs and practice saying Happy Birthday in korean for Doojon and Dong Woon. Sang and sang and then it was time for them to come. Since I'm at the very front, I get to have a close view and they are effing handsome, especially Gi Kwang T.T I nearly fainted looking at him. HAHA! They introduced themselves and then we sang Happy birthday for the two oppas ^^
It was time for the golden ticket winners to come up stage and have a picture taken with them. I wanted to have my picture taken with Gi Kwang but I can't, cause there's this one girl "stole" him. HAHA. JK. So I end up taking with...hmmm, I can't remember whether it's Dong Woon or Yoseob. :/ Every other B2uties were screaming when they saw us upstage :P After the group photo taking, the first thing I did was to wave frantically to Gi Kwang. HAHAHA. Now that I'm so close with Gi Kwang, he looked even hot-ter than usual! *faint* Haha! We had to go down cause the crews had to prepare for the autograph session.
After setting up the tables and chairs, we (the golden ticket holders) got to go up first and I was the THIRD one to go up! *scream silently* I was so speechless when I saw them. Yoseob was so cute. Doo Joon was so sweet. Hyunseung's hair is so curly but, hmm, not bad. Dong Woon kept saying thank you, thank you. And when I was waiting for Doo Joon to sign my album, I peek a glance and look at Gi Kwang. He saw me looking at him secretly. LOL SO EMBARASSING T.T Then when it was my turn to move towards Gi Kwang, he looked up and.....WINK HIS SEXY WINK AT ME. I was so shock and my heart beats extremely fast. HAHAHA. After signing, I said BYE-YEOM to him and he looked up and took my hand and touchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. HE TOOK MY HAND! Not that I want to shake hands with him but we can't! The security guard doesnt allow -.- But he took my hand and touch! Ahhhhh. I felt so high that I forgot to look at Jun Hyung -.- Wasted. But I saw his tattoo! By the time I went down, I realised that I forgot to pass my gift to the crew for Gi Kwang -.- Of course I forget because I still can't accept the fact that Gi Kwang wink and touch my hand when I actually can't. I feel like flying. HAHAHA.
Met my new friends who was still waiting for their turn cause they were at the back and when I told them that Gi Kwang wink and touch my hands, they screamed like lunatics! HAHA! Funny people. Did not wait for them since it's already late. Futhermore, my dad fetch me and I came home at 10pm plus.

I promise you I can't sleep today so I'll finish up my homework today.
GI KWANGGGGGGGGG! I will never forget today.
HAHAHA CHEY!
So this will be my last post for the month, maybe for the year cause I had to catch up with my work. I promise my parents that after this Gi Kwang thinggy, I will focus on my studies and do well for O levels.
So yeah, Hidayah, FIGHTING! xD

Bye-yeom!!♥

You're Beautiful

2010-06-16T10:47:00.000-07:00

I found a new K Drama which is just awesome like Boys Over Flowers.
Ahhh yes! :D

Tumblr, no?

2010-06-13T09:26:00.000-07:00

I think I'm gonna move to tumblr because tumblr seems cool.
You know I like cool.
HAHA.
But that doesn't mean I won't be updating here. I will but I guess I'll be more active at tumblr.
Oh and in case you hadn't realize, I'M BACK from Malaysiaaaaaaaaa! :)
Byeyum!

Back for a while

2010-06-10T07:21:00.000-07:00

Here's what's on my calender,

11 - 13 June (Tomorrow - Sun): To Johooooreeee!
16 June (Wed): Netball @ Pasir Ris Crest (Not confirmed if I'm able to go)
17 June (Thurs): Netball Outing @ Sentosa (Also can't confirm but I must go)
18 - 20 June (Fri - Sun): To Peraaaak! :)
21 - 22 June (Mon & Tues): Math Camp
25 June (Friday): Mr Sim Farewell Partaye cum Firah's Birthday Partaye :D
25 June (Friday): SO BEAST! Autograph session + photograph session! ^^V

Glad that I finally have a break after the 2 weeks of school. Gotta study now. Byeyum! ;)

Sometimes, wishes do come true

2010-06-01T04:53:00.000-07:00

They are finally coming to Singapore. Gosh. I love you Singaporeeeeeeeeee! ^^

AJ ♥

2010-05-23T00:43:00.000-07:00

So I fall in love again.
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:DDDDDDDDDDDDDD Okay okay I go now. Bye!

On hiatus

2010-05-21T01:56:00.000-07:00

Ever since I did not update my blog, it seems that there's a lot of anonymous who seriously getting on my nerves tagging me nonsensical stuffs (except the blog shop ^^) SCREW OFF! :P

Anyway, I will not be updating my blog for forever UNTIL I am "free" from exams!
So sorry for the inconvenience but I will still try my best to update whenever I can.
My class rocks!

The words are actually Flibbertigibbet Federation. Only 4Fians know the meaning (excluding me) Lol.
Bye!

Unforgettable

2010-04-29T08:22:00.000-07:00

Thanks for the surprise you guys gave during recess time!
The Bieber-Fever cake totally blows me off and I really appreciate it loads! :D I was of course! shocked till death do us apart and was speechless.
Thanks for all the wishes and messages as well as the presents!
Thanks for the cake bashes (I mean it) but I'm keeping an eye on you girls! XD
I promise you that this is the best birthday gift I've ever get as well as the best memories I've ever spent here and I'll make sure I bring them along with me when I leave Springfield.

It doesn't matter how many presents you receive because as long as your friends are there by your side and celebrates your birthday with you, it's more than enough.

I LOVE YOU PEOPLE TRILLION AND BILLION!

Cause I kindda miss you

2010-04-28T08:28:00.000-07:00

" All I need to do
is cast a
spell on you,
And you'll be
mine again... "
♥ ♥ ♥

Should I be glad or sad that I'm turning a year older in half and hour time?

JOY TO THE WORLD

2010-04-19T05:26:00.000-07:00

I PROMISE I'M GONNA STUDY AFTER THIS OKAY?! -.-

Ashriqa told me that Justin Bieber's coming to Singapore in December.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Ashriqa, let's go to the concert after our O's aite?!

I better start saving and study really hard NOW!

This is for now

2010-04-14T05:55:00.000-07:00

It's 8.50pm already and I just came home from tuition. I have not even start doing the pile of homework given by my teacher today and worst still, I've not done F&N Evaluation! :'(
Furthermore, there'll be training on Monday AND I have tuition on that day itself.

Life couldn't get better than this.

Shit happens

2010-04-10T07:56:00.000-07:00

Alot of shits happened today.
1) Volcano erupted early in the morning
2) Got ditch but someone
3) Lost my freaking $5, which is a lot espcially if I'm having financial problems.

But thank Allah I have Firah, Istiqa, Effah, Sharifah, Khadijah, Amalina, Atiqah, Moyang and Farah (inform me if I miss any of you) today by my side.
They are the greatest gift of all including those aren't mentioned.
Thank Allah.

I'll never be the same

2010-04-09T03:36:00.000-07:00

THANK GOODNESS IT'S FRIDAY and that means I can finally blog! :D

I can't wait for tomorrow cause we'll be supporting our SPF Military Band at Singapore Indoor Stadium for their SYF competition. Wohoo!
By the way, I love my current play list songggggggggggg! Overboard by Justin Bieber & Jessice Jarrell just blew me off man. \m/ And I realized that whenever I'm at school, I'll tend to hear Springfielders singing his songs especially BABY. Is it just me or they're having Bieber fever? ^o)

20 more days!

Eunhyuk!

2010-04-04T03:24:00.000-07:00

Happy 24th Birthday to Hyukjae!
Eventhough you're ageing (HAHA), your sleek dance moves never fails to make my heart melts! :)

Swimming with family was awesome! I can't believe that learning to swim can be so easy.
Thanks to my dad and bro, I now know how to swim already. Advanced birthday gift from them I guess. Haha! Thanksxsxsxsxsx!
So eversince I know how to swim on that day, I continued to swim till my arms and leg ache. But who cares! Swimming is enjoyable! :D

Happy pink Three Friends

2010-04-01T23:56:00.000-07:00

Thanks people for trying your best to cheer me up and smile like the happy pink three friends above ^

Will be going to Jurong swimming complex later on. Excited because at least, by swimming (okay, I don't quite know how to swim :P), it helps me to release some stress I had these past few days.

To FNN, I will continue to do once I reach home. So be right back my dear pile of homeworks! :)

You broke my heart

2010-03-31T06:30:00.000-07:00

So my heart broke into pieces today. But thank goodness the ice cream mend it.

(Edited on Thursday 1 April)
When I saw Bye at the MRT Platform, my heart skipped a beat. But when I saw him with a girl, my heart suddenly sank and I felt goosebumps forming. Tears eventually rolled down as I messaged some precious friends of mine. Thought it'll be great that I saw him but.........
Sigh. At that point of time, my heart broke into million and million of pieces. Then again, thanks to the ice cream I bought later on. I didn't realized that my eyes were watery when I scoop up a spoonful of ice cream to my mouth as I listen to some pathetic love songs.
Sigh.
Guess that day was a bad day for me after all.
Never mind. I gotta move on with my life.

Speech Day

2010-03-28T04:32:00.000-07:00

I'm so exhausted that I woke up at 4pm in the afternoon just now. But I think Hashimah's 4 missed call that woke me up out of the blue. *roll eyes* Then again, thanks cause if she didn't called me, I think I would have been sleeping till tomorrow. :P

Anyway, Speech Day was boring. I prefer last year's where there's so many hubs at the concourse that we could visit. This year, however, the concourse seemed empty, thus, creating a dull atmosphere at Springfield excluding the various Korean and JUSTIN BIEBER'S songs played. Saddening though.
We took a lot of pictures (which eventually caused Sharifah's DSLR to have only one batt after having the opportunity to take care of her camera) on that day cause it'll be our last year attending Springfield's Speech Day so we want to make it a fruitful one.
Waited for my UG friends to have lunch together. I don't know why but these few days, whenever I eat rice, I tend to feel full despite just started eating half of it. Hmmm.
Homed at 4pm and continued to watch BOF till I finally finished watching it. :)

I've been real busy that I don't have the time to blog. Therefore, before I go, I would like to wish both my father (24 march) and mother (today!) a happy birthday! I LOVE YOU ♥

Ohh I need pictures! Sharifahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! *wink*

Stand by me

2010-03-26T03:12:00.001-07:00

I'm watching BOF all over again!
Ahhhh!
Anyway, today Bernice and I had a great laugh after school. It's been a while since we laughed this hard and I enjoyed it very much :D Hahaha.

I'll re-update after the video eh. :)

This bitch of mine :D

2010-03-22T01:06:00.000-07:00

"Friendship is born at that moment when one person says to another, 'What! You too? I thought I was the only one."

SILAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
Happy 16 birthday to you!!
We quarrel, we make each other cry, we teases and call each other names, we irritate one another and seldom sulk but still, we'll be best of bitches, (more to friends)
for
like
forever.
Love you till bitxs! MUAKZ.

It wasn't my imagination

2010-03-20T11:48:00.000-07:00

Sports Leader Camp's gonna stuck in my pea brain for like forever cause something interesting happened during that one particular day. Anyway, long post ahead!!

1st Day:
I woke up feeling all sleepy and irritated especially when I'm having a hard-core morning sinus, better still, running nose. Thought that I'll be late so I rushed to school but end up reaching school early. Pfft.
At 7.30am, we had debrief and was separated into groups. Mine was Friendship! Started off with ice breakers. Then flag making. Friendship's flag was far beyond creative, with all the splitter splatter stuffs and hand prints :D
A while later, we had team building games. It went well except for some games were last minute prepared which kind of annoyed me but *sigh* what to do.
The evening run was torturing and crazy! From Springfield to countless rounds at Bedok Reservoir. Did push up and my kneecap bleed due to the rough surface of the ground. *sigh*
Confidence walk started at 9pm and before that, Mr Muz called out the seniors to give us some words of advice (more to frightening). He told us not to say anything if we saw things that weren't meant to be seen. Worst still, he even told us a ghost story before letting us go to our respective places. -.- Damn it.
My checkpoint was at the library with Atiqah. At first, we're unsure of where to sit cause we did not want to face the library and so, we end up sitting on the bench that is near the wall next to the I&I room. Atiqah faced some parts of the library while I faced the other building of the school. We got comfortable with the surrounding as we keep ourselves talking but suddenly, I saw a huge black figure, the silhouette of a bat but bigger than that flew fast behind Atiqah. I was loss of words and quickly looked down instead of looking directly to Atiqah's face. I swear I don't know what it is but yeah, that's what I saw. (or maybe just a figment of my imagination? I don't know) If you think that is worst, how about the next one? After regaining some confidence and read prayers, I looked up and continued the talk with Atiqah. I felt something was looking at me and so, I looked directly to the relief teacher's room and guess what I sawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!
A white figure(lollipop) staring at me. :'( I felt like crying but I stayed strong and continued to read my prayers.
I even saw some at the Home Econ room but it's not that scary as the one I saw at the relief teacher's room.
I felt relieved that it was already 2am cause it was then, the end of confidence walk. Thank goodness this will be the last camp I attend! (hopefully)

2nd day & 3rd day
Due to sleeping very late yesterday, most of the sec4s woke up late and had to rush for our flag day. It was an eye opening experience because after holding the tin, you have the tendency to feel sad and heart broken when people did not donate as you realized that it's not difficult to just put a 10 cent coin in the tin. So some people donated thus causing my tin to be nearly half filled until Fahmy and his friends came to my side!! Kacau daun betol ah korang! XD Then he asked me what's the secret to my success of having people to donate at my tin. Haha!
Flag day ended at around 12 and head back to school.
Continued camp and had to prepare ourselves for the night cycling and tracking. Since I am the 2nd day ass. i/c, I had to help Tong Juay give instructions to the cohort. I was obviously not confident and did not project my voice loud enough for everyone to hear but as time pass, I began to become confident and managed to give instructions to them.
I can't believed I've cycled 40km!!!!!! From ECP > Changi > Pasir Ris Park > TPC > Bedok Res > Bedok C > ECP. My hands and kneecap hurts as well as became swollen after the long hours of cycling. We arrived back to ECP at around 4am and from there we began our track. I was sleep walking all the way and didn't realized that I walked fast enough and end up, walking beside Bernice and Annabelle who were at the front. Cool. I began to felt sleepy again so I decided to eat my green peas as I remembered what Mr Muz told us, "DRY FOOD HELPS YOU TO REGAIN ENERGY. IT HELPS YOU TO BE AWAKE." Haha. And valah! It works! I began to stay awake and continued to walk. Recommended Bernice the green peas, telling her that it help you stay awake and in the end, she's awake too. Haha. Cool right?
Reached Springfield and was over the moon cause I managed to endure the hardship but at the same time, half dead because I was so exhausted.

Through this camp, I learn to become a confident leader - do not be afraid of your own shadows, endurance and most importantly, finally believe THOSE THINGS does exist.
:P

Finally I'm done. i don't know who will read this but yeah! I'm finally done!

Overcoming fear

2010-03-19T03:44:00.000-07:00

Something to impress me as well as to make me smile wide.

I miss watching music videos from youtube. So yeah, this is so far my favourite apart from the Baby ;D
Anyway,
I've cycled 20/40km, trackked 7km, run about 10km or lesser, did push up for more than 100 times, had only 3 hours of sleep, suffered cramps and back aches, overcome my fear which is to lead the whole cohourt and eventually, survived camp.
The most unforgettable incident I had encountered is when I was stationed at the library with Atiqah at 9pm to 2am for the junior's confidence walk.
I swear I saw something at the teacher's room and I swear it's not a human.

Youtube's calling me now.
I'll update tomorrow or when ever I'm free.
BYE!

Calories and fats

2010-03-13T03:38:00.000-08:00

My results are so lousy
That I need to study

Rhyme? No?

A quick update! Just now was the selection trial and I swear I was so nervous that I can't even catch the ball as well as perform well on court!!!! Argh damn.
After the trial, met Hashimah at Tamp gym and spent 2 hours there.
Had a huge meal after burning my calories and fats.
Then we went to NTUC to buy some food for my camp this Tuesday. But I end up buying nothing cause I was so picky and indecisive.
We were still hungry so we headed to Kembangan just to buy a cookie. :P
So from Kembangan, we walked back to Bedok and there we seperated.

I'm home alone since my family went to Johor. Pfft -.-
I feel so full now that I wanna puke.

Schedule for holidays!
Sunday - Study date with Hashimah
Monday - Physics class, Sports Leader Meeting, Tuition
Tuesday - Sports Leader Camp, Biology Class, Tuiton (won't be attending)
Wednesday - Sports Leader Camp, Flag Day
Thursday - Sports Leader Camp
Friday - O level MT Bengkel, Study date with Amirra

No holidays for me! :(

Butter - bumps

2010-03-10T05:17:00.000-08:00

Butterflies in my stomach.

Nono, not because I saw an annyong or something. It's because tomorrow is Sports Heat and I'm running 1600m. Not only that, one of my competitior is Lixian!! Double the butterflies in my stomach! Oh gosh. I'm dead.

Wish me luck please! :/

I'm stuck with F&N

2010-03-07T04:47:00.000-08:00

Someone's depressed cause she's not able to see Paramore tonight :P

Sweet smelling sweats

2010-03-06T08:31:00.000-08:00

I feel super duper full right now after eating 3 pieces of pizza. All those running and skipping I did earlier was put to waste. Sigh.

Anyway, I'm back with updates!
So finally, today, Hashimah and I ran at Kallang Stadium to practice for the upcoming Sports Day. Before that, ate Yoguru and studied at Burger King. Since I have not started running long distance this year, my stamina decreased tremendously which caused me to have heart ache and leave me breatheless. Not good.

After all the 2 sets of running 1.6m and numerous practices (K, I'm exaggerating) of 100m, we decided to go home. Humiliated myself in the bus. Oh please DO NOT remind me about that, Hashimah. Talking about humiliation, I've eventually humiliated myself 2 times a row this week. First was during netball tournament and second was this. Urgh. Bad luck, bad luck.

I'm starting to seriously hate F&N to the core. Makes me go confused! I need help from any F&N students!
Oh and guess whuattttttttttttttt! I failed Maths. I failed Maths! The paper is do able and most of my friends pass except for the dumbo me. HOW PATETHIC!?!?!?! But good thing is that I passed English! Horray horray!

:'(
:)

Justin Bieber!

2010-03-01T05:45:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY
TO MY ONE AND ONLY JUSTIN BIEBER!
May the Beliebers shower you with all the love.
You know you have our back no matter what happens cause YOU ROCK OUR WORLD NOT JUST ONE TIME, BUT A LOT OF TIME. Love you!
So thankfully, my internet was fixed and here I am struggling on what to blog about.
Inter-class challenge was unexpected. I did not expect 4F to win 2nd place; we thought we lost but in the end, the result was unbelieveable! Rochester went "Aww, you guys are not the champion....*with a sad face* but you came in 2nd place! Yay!". Hahaha. Gosh you ROC.
The first match was against 4E. 6-1. Second was with 5B. 6-2. Last was with 4C. Tough match but we peservere. The atmosphere was choatic and hectic cause everyone was shouting and screaming and putting high hopes on 4F. Awww. But sadly, we lost to 4C. 3 - 6. Nevermind! Still very happy though.
After the game, 4F, 4G and some from 4I somehow gathered together and began doing Billi-Banja. There, we formed bonds among one another and our team spirits were eventually "lift up high". I don't know why but we were so enthu and celebrate like as if we emerged as champion. Funny people! No wonder I love them till bitxs! XD
For sure that's gonna be a memorable day for me this year.

Since Hashimah and I promised to treat ourselves after the game with JCO donuts, we straight away went to T1 and bought them, along with Sharifah and Istiqa. Yummy~ :9
Went home around 9.30pm and sleeeeeeeeeeeeeep!!
^^

Love

2010-02-26T06:55:00.000-08:00

I LOVE THIS YEAR'S INTERCLASS CHALLENGE.
Eventhough we did not clinge the first place, (gotten second), I'm still very satisfied about how much effort we put in during the court games. Seem like everyone is loving netball now. HAHA.
I LOVE 4F & 4G just like how I love the Retarded Idiots above! :D
I'll update more about the inter-challenge tomorrow because I don't have the pictures with me now. So yeah, bye!

Oh and you guys should watch Annoying Orange on youtube. Hilarious. The orange is indeed annoying! XD

Think I'm falling for you again

2010-02-25T05:41:00.000-08:00

I find it cute when Tae Min said Shingga-a-pore instead of Singapore. Hehe. But however, I find it super duper annoying when JB kissed a girl on THE lips.
PFFT.

Common test is finally over!
Team Challenge's tomorrow :D Hashimah and I promise that we ought to treat ourselves with JO donuts after the challenge even if we win or lose. ^^ Me likey~

Like as if I care.

2010-02-21T02:07:00.000-08:00

Some people are soooooooo (insert adj)
*rolling eyeballs vigorously*

Anw, Zakiah and Hashimah make me laughed my butts off in LJ just now. Well at least they make my day. Pfft.
Okay bye, I need to study.

Dance History

2010-02-20T10:07:00.000-08:00

I kept rewinding this video esp the part 0:11.
Isin't the guy at 0:20 adorable?! LOL.

AHHHHHHH! I'M STAR STRUCK AGAIN!! -.-
K stop it.
I'm suppose to study and complete my research, not watching the videos -.- Urgh.

Baby, baby, baby

2010-02-20T06:48:00.000-08:00

Yes! Justin Bieber's BABY music video is offically out!
WOHOOOOO!

:D

2010-02-19T07:51:00.000-08:00

I'm smiling so wide that I think my face can crack.

I think syndrome

2010-02-19T03:47:00.000-08:00

DANCE MACHINE ALERT.
I love the part 1:38. Sexaye! HAHAHA!

That ^ obviously didn't make me fall asleep ;D but tuition did cause I am (still have) having a bad migrane attack.
Sigh. What does this always happen to me? -.-

Since I think I'm stress up because of F&N, I think I need to either 1) watch videos: HELLO BABY EPISODE 5 on Youtube, 2) continue reading my book: HEARTS ON MY SLEEVE, 3) doodle on my BOOK OF RANDOMNESS BOOK or 4) continue doing the VALEN-SHIP cards.
Hmmmmmmmmm, I better watch the videos, I think, I think. Lol.
So, bye! ^^

PS: Sorry for the many I think. It's just because I could not make up my mind on anything since my brain is not functioning well these few days that I can't offically think properly.
K wtv. Bye again!

Star struck

2010-02-16T05:36:00.000-08:00

I ♥ Paris

Oh yes!
Mr Internet allows me to go to Lady blogger.
Oh joy to the world!

Anyway, tmrw school starts and I hate it!
F&N is driving me crazy. Because of it, I'm here. Surfing the net and officially blogging.
URGH!
Yesterday I slept at 5am because I was doing F&N while watching some hilarious videos. Man, I'm STAR STRUCK.

200 pounds of Beauty rocks! Love it! Amalina missed it and she went, AAHHH DAMN! all the way. HAHAHA! Sorry I forgot to remind you but why did you sleep so early?? See you missed every bits of it! XP

Okay, I got to go. Memoirs of Geisha is starting soon in 30 minutes time and I'm still doing my karangan. Come on I can do it!
Study date with Firah and Istiqa was awesome! :)

Oh and guess what. I've not eaten rice for 3 solid days already.
-.-

Xoxo.

2010-02-14T07:35:00.001-08:00

Since Hidayah wants to be in Paris.

Why not have this picture right?

Bye

Cheerio!

Love you whore <3

Xxx.

2010-02-14T07:34:00.000-08:00

I'll update for Hidayah two awesome pictures alright!

Ardilla here!

I luvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv this whore so so much!

Heh, anyway happy vd & friendship day everyone!

I love Hidayah!

Life sucks and then you die

2010-02-13T07:05:00.000-08:00

ARGH! I HAVE EYE BAGS AND MIGRANE.
I eventually woke up at 3pm just now, but hello, I slept at 4am in the morning because
1) I watched this E.H.B, starring SuJu on youtube which teaches me Biology. HAHA!
2) F&N, obviously -.-

Anyway, I can't wait to watch 200 Pounds of Beauty on Channel U and Memoirs of Geisha on Okto! Amalina! Do remind me if I forgot eh! :)

Dance Machine

2010-02-11T23:17:00.000-08:00

DANCE MACHINE

I've been dreading all this while - I don't wanna go tuition cause its........FRIDAY!! :'(
Yesterday morning did not start that well. I choked on a MENTOS but thank goodness it did not went through my windpipe cause if it did, I'll need to be sent to the hospital asap! I assume it only stuck in my gullet -.-
So I cried because I panicked, thinking I'll be dead. HAHAHA.:P

Oh great! I've not complete my tuition homework!!
Urgh urgh urgh!
(Anw, today is suppose to be Friday. Not Thursday. Something's wrong with the date above -.-)

Siwon!

2010-02-10T23:30:00.000-08:00

I'm currently in school, still having lesson and is doing my F&N course work.
It sucks and boring but what to do.
Anyway, I'm here because I would want to wish a Happy belated Birthday to Choi Siwon!
^^
Hehe.
Alright, i gotta go before Mrs Sim catches me!! :/

Neol saenggakhae ♥

2010-02-06T07:44:00.000-08:00

This hurts a lot.
Sprained my wrist and kneecap during the tounament yesterday. With this, I'm unable to write properly and ironically, I got mother tongue composition to do. Pfft.

I'll update about the fansigning ltr or next week cause it sucks when you had to type using one hand only. *roll eyes*
Again, I got to ask myself why hot guys, especially superstars live at/on the other side of the world??

Hello Baby SHINee! :)

2010-02-04T03:39:00.000-08:00

Just so you know, I am so addicted to this variety show that I can't help but wanting to post it on blog. So freaking nice.
I like!

Episode 1:

Taemin is sooooooooooooooooo adorable. HAHAHA :P
K, sorry JB :P

Episode 2:

Kyuhyun!

2010-02-03T04:45:00.000-08:00

AAAAAAAAAHHHHHH!
Yes!
Finally the internet allows me to log in to blogger and post!!
Futhermore today is a very special day because.................

It's Cho Kyuhyun's birthday!
Wohoooo!
Soo, Happy 22nd Birthday Kyuhyun!Love ya till bitxs. Hhahaha :)

I'll update about the SHINee fansiging on the coming weekend aite.
Bye!

Taemin!

2010-02-01T06:16:00.000-08:00

Okay, Hidayah couldnt logg into blogger so being a good best friend :X I'll help her to update okay? Btw, Nur Ardilla here. Or Sila pun boleh. HHHAHAHAH. Okay! Let's get into topic. She wont been online forever, she has to mugg as common test is around the corner! Omg! Im so scrd like hell. )): Btw, she tried to see Shinee but to no avial thanks to the security guard. Such a pity huh she. *shakeshead* HHAHAAHA. Okay,bye! Netball tng was awesome! :D

Prom night

2010-01-25T06:52:00.000-08:00

All those expensive dresses and masks.
Who doesn't want prom night right?

Eh wait, why am I even here?
Bye!

Fever

2010-01-24T05:55:00.000-08:00

Korean fever

Bieber Fever as always

Cousin made me laugh my butts off today. GOSH! I hate you man! Hahahahaha. So kecoh! XD Talked about monks and such. Miss you! When are you coming back to Singapore? And also, when are you going to stalk the guy-which-have-a-same-face-as-JB aka your friend?! HAHAHA. Come back soon eh!
Anw, tomorrow is freaking Monday and obviously I'm not looking forward to it cause after Monday is Tuesday and after Tuesday is Wednesday - Match against Temasek. NOT GOOD cause my right eye is blinking. :(

Ring Ding Dong

2010-01-23T06:21:00.000-08:00

So, Fatin, I had to agree that Tae Min is indeed hot.
Happy enough? Hah.
I love his "deep" cheekbones and his smooth dance moves.

I keep asking myself, why most of the hot dudes (Justin Bieber, Kyuhyun, Taemin and such) are place on the other side of the world. Why oh why?

Oh and I gotta reply to your tags. I am really really sorry for not reply. Really sorry. To those who ask me to link you guys, I will but soon aite.

fan of yr blog: heywhat's the song called ?

Whoa fan of my blog? LOL. Anw, the song is Hear You Me(may angels lead you in) by Jimmy Eat World. :)

Chufei: Hehe. I only got a B for Os :( but if can I teach you ok! And I'll visit you guys in sch someday! :D

Not bad! Okay good. :D

N!: Baby you did a great job! really! :) Why cry cos of Coach Connie?
*sigh* Idk eh. I think cause I miss her.

Asyilah.: *roll eyes* Fine then Blondie. HAHAHHAAHHAHAHA.

HAHAHAHA. Serious seh. I was like literally rolling my eyes behind her back. XP

chufei: missssssss youuuuuuuuuu

Hidayah miss you tooooo!

Ardilla▲: I meant w ho re ):
Ardilla▲: I miss you ***** ):

Lol to you bit ch. Miss you too.

michelleee :B: hihi , taggies (:

HEY HEY.

[A]sya!: Hello!! I've found the video Rihanna kissed JB (just in case you've not find it yet.) I love you!!!

Okay, nvm. Gimme the url one day!

Ardilla!: I love you!

Me too! :)

Asyilah.: Haiyo. Eh takmo nangis ler! (This doesnt help cause only time can fade the feeling but yeah, dont cry too much k.) :D
Asyilah.: Dayak, yknow your netball coach going away kan. Macam rewind of that time the silat guys nak pergi seh.
N: Dont cry, I dont know how I can help. But I really would be there for you girls. I'll help train you all, period.

Thanks alot for the care and concern dear loves.

[A]sya!: haha! was joking bout that thanking part. kak jihan was really like a princess. I would be like that one day. lols!

OH YOU WILL! ^^

[A]sya!: Ouh! thanks.. or if you even meant that was me. tehee. You look pretty averytime too, yknow? I love you!!!

Ya right -.- I love you toooo! And I miss you too!

hey: whered u buy jb my world? i find it at popular dont have.

Whitesand. I've forgotten the shop's name alrdy. But it's at the very last floor.

EQA: Babe, let's go steady with me ;) Hehehehe. Not lesbo hor! HAHA! Mwah, love you! :D

LOL ARE YOU FOR REAL EQA? XD

Down with fever

2010-01-22T05:30:00.000-08:00

My right eye blink alot of times yesterday and before the start of the match, meaning tht I'll be crying later on.
And you know what? I did cry _._ because of
1) My shooting
2) Coach Connie

Coach Pei Qi gave us "words of wisdom" and "motivation" after the match. Her speeches made me cry more when I heard the "Lullaby Twilight" being played from the piano. It's like as if the person who played the song know the exact timing and such. Pretty interesting you know. :) Alot of us cry after the match but *sigh*................

Anw, listen to this Korean song. I love the dance moves especially the part where he sings "the wedding dress" while dancing. Nice nice nice. :D Thanks Afiqah for recommending me this song. :D Wohooo.

Read those words

2010-01-17T07:29:00.001-08:00

The second chapter of my dreadful life

2010-01-15T06:24:00.000-08:00

Sometimes, fantasies are better than reality.

I am so annoyed about the fact that F&N is making me use the laptop! See! Now I can't help myself but to blog. THANKS A LOT. *roll eyes* :P
Anyway, I'm back and it's Friday meaning tomorrow is Saturday! Yay! Finally I get a bit of rest after having a very tiring week. Watched A Cinderella Story just now and little did I realise I miss the old Hillary Duff. Sigh. I used to love her a lot and she used to be my Idol. But yeah, people change. Never mind, I still love her though! :)

This week has been an extremely tiring week for me. First of all because of the classes which ends at 330pm. It benefits me but I am still very tired. :P Secondly, shouldn't the CCA already be suspended for the Sec4s? My class ends at 4.30 and I only have 1 and a half hour to play netball so isin't it waste of time? -.-

I'll be having Silat training tomorrow and I don't know whether to go or not. There's so many homework that I don't have a time to go out and breathe some fresh air (k lying) and even burn my fats. I'll think about it eh Fatin & Asy but I hope I can come.

This is just the second chapter of my dreadful life.
And it is getting worst.
What will my third chapter of my life will be like?
We'll see....
For now, I gotta put my fingers on the keyboard and start doing the F&N O level questions.
See ya next week or maybe tomorrow readers.

PS: Tags will be very late reply. So sorry.

Bye blogger

2010-01-10T04:13:00.000-08:00

Close to my heart

Okay so today is Sunday, meaning it will be my last day for the week to use the computer till the next weekend.

I'm gonna miss blogging.
Bye.

So many things, so little time

2010-01-09T07:11:00.000-08:00

Your world, is my world -SP

SP was indeed exciting and very happening. Love it till bitxs.
The building is huge thus, Hashimah and I were kind of lost and we kept asking people where we were. Took the tour bus and around to SP we go.

At first, we planned to go to TJC but since time does not permit, we went to Ngee Ann Poly instead just to get the goodie bag. LOL. Okay, maybe not. So yeah, the place is huge too and we had to climb a hill just to get the goodie bag -.- Great.

Separated as I need to meet my family at Tanjong pagar and then we had dinner at Geylang.

CCA Orientation on Friday was normal, nothing grand. I've been keeping my eye on that Blondie cause I really want her to join Netball since she has the potential to be one. Hey, isint Blondie good at Netball? But to no avail, she says "Oh sorry I don't play Netball".

*roll eyes* Fine then Blondie.
Bernice, Atiqah and I had to lead the sec 1 Fortitude and thank goodness they are a bunch of good students who listen to their seniors instructions. (except for some, boys especially). But I bet they felt bored because I do :P Drama performance was awesome. I've known/met Haryani since sec 1 and now then I realise that she can sing. I was shocked cause I really don't expect her to sing that well but yeah, it's unbelievable. Good job! Haha.
Everything ended around 6.30 and home atlast!!

I'll be having Biology re-exam on this Monday and I'm all tensed up already. Besides that, we'll be getting our O level f&n question paper on that day itself. Oh gosh!
So many things, but so little time. Life is too short to have all the fun. *sigh*

Final Words

2010-01-06T08:02:00.000-08:00

First thing first, I'll be blogging if only I have the time to do so or when I have something to type about. I can't blog during the weekends since I had tuition and more tuition so yeah, this year is going to be a crucial one since I need to put my butt into gear.

School just started and I feel pressurize already. I cried a lot of times when I could not solve this one mathematics problem. But thank goodness I'll be having a maths tuition so that's quite a relieve! Now, the only thing I am worry about is my Language. Sigh. Wish me all the lucks aye.

Okay, I better get going since I have a couple of homework to do.
See you soon! After my o lvls! :)
I'll be missing you and.................Bieber!
):

Down to Earth, really

2010-01-01T12:41:00.000-08:00

Down to Earth guy

Coach's farewell party turn out to be okay. Ordered cake, pizza and bought drinks. It's just a small party but Coach seemed very touched. Awwww. Anyway, she look so pretty cause she's not in her usual tshirt and shorts. :D After the party, went to Tm with Bernice and then meet Annbelle at Popular. Bought stationaries and the queue was effing long -.- Pfft. Camwhore at T1 and home at 7pm.

Today I planned to finish up Chemistry and English (Compo and Situational Writing) and I'm glad to say that I did finish it! So I'll be going to the library alone tomorrow to finish up my homework, read some books and print some pictures cause I feel like decorating my room after completing my homework. Hehe. Outing with Maya, Rena and Nad is cancelled cause Nad is sick. Get well soon dearest! There's Silat training tomorrow too but I don't feel like going cause my kneecap hurts alot now and futhermore, I needa catch up with my work. Sorry Fatin.

Okay, I better get going since it's 5am already.
Payce \m/

Action speaks louder than words

2009-12-31T10:48:00.000-08:00

Goodbye 2009 and hello 2010. Forget the past and learn from the littlest mistake we made in 2009. May this year be a fruitful year as we study our heads off. Hope it's all worth it! :) Let's open our heart and eyes for good things, moments and opportunities to come this 2010.

It's going to be 2am and I just woke up from my "New Year's" sleep. Hehe. Nevermind, I'll be doing my hmwrk anyway. :) So I give countdown a miss, I mean, not watching the show at the televsion cause I was busy sleeping. But still, I can't believe that it's 2010 already! Time do past very fast right? And then you realise that you miss it so much cause yeah, right now, I miss 2009 alot.

2009 is full of sweet and sour memories. I still remember clearly the first day of school(2009), where we met new friends and now, we're making our way together to reach the finishing line of our secondary school lifes.

To Bernice, we've been friends for 9 years already and it's still strong! Let's make this friendship last forever! Thanks for being there with me all the time when I needed you the most. Love you till bitxs!
To Retarded Idiots (Asyilah, Fatin, Fik& Raihan), we've come from different world but thanks to NDP 08, we've met one another and soon became best of friends. I am grateful knowing you guys eventhough the friendship we built tgther is only 3 years and I don't regret joining NDP either! Words can't describe how much I love and miss you retards. Best friends foreva, eva, eva!
To Sister Lurps (Sila & Eqa), Omgsh, I really can't believe we are best friends you know? Haha. I love you bitches so much and thanks for being my laughing gases. Good luck for your N levels and may we go around the world together with our DSLR camera(dream on) one day when we work arldy eh! Hehehehe. Lets play Netball for Coach this year!
To S.E.F.I.H (Sharifah, Effah, Firah & Istiqa) I miss you guys! Where did you guys go? I LOVE YOU ALL UH! Can't w8 to meet you sexaye people this Monday! :D
To Blood sisters (Farah, Firah & Zarifah). Eventhough there's no longer B.S, I hope our friendship still stays strong aite. I've known you guys since I set foot in Springfield and of course I don't want it to end just like that. Bloodsister may no longer exist but our friendship still does and must. :)
To Maya, Nad & Rena. My pretty girls! How long uh we didn't hang out tgther?! I'm so sorry I don't have time to meet you guys for the past years (but we'll be seeing each other this Sat!). *sigh* I miss you guys and thanks for being there with me all those years, especially during primary school. I miss those immature times we spend tgther man. Rmbr we played crushed ball during recess and such? Yea, I miss every bits of it!! Really x7777777 can't w8 to meet you people!!! :DDD
To 1H & 2H, I MISS YOU H-IANS! I MISS FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL! I MISS EVERYTHING! Life is easier back then :(

There's more but I can't think now.
My 10 new year resoultions would be...

Concentrate in class and don't day dream.

SCORE BELOW 15 FOR O LVLS! Better still 12.

Can't take it anymore

2009-12-30T10:30:00.000-08:00

B is for Bieber. No longer Bye.

I am mad, like again but seriously, tell me who won't get mad about ____________ right?!
Pfft. Felt like strangling that particular human.
URGHHHHHHHH!!

I can't take it anymore uh. _._

Told you that today's training is a sad one. But I didn't cry cause I was too busy collecting and counting money for Coach's farewell party. Sigh. Nvm, I'll cry on Friday. Asyilah is right. This totally reminds me of our Ansar's tragedy. But at least we don't have to train ourselves, unlike netball. I can't imagine how am I suppose to lead the team when I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO LEAD MYSELF. Thank goodness Natalie and the seniors will come down and train us. :) You guys have offically saved my life. Haha.

Why my w o r l d so swayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~

After training, ordered cake with Bernice and then we ate chicken rice together. Saw Hadi and he wore long pants alrdy. LOL. Since I had to wait for Mum, I decided to go to the library and read some magazines. I miss going to the library with Hashimah! :( Met Mum at Bdk Interchange and off to Yishun. I was very tired since we just had a friendly match against Pasir Ris and I doozed off in bus... I guess I don't have the mood to shoot today but instead, I could defend well. Love it. For coach, for coach. :D

Reached Aunt's crib and I slept again because my head was spinning due to knocking down with one of the Pasir Ris girl and Ardilla. Rofl. It still hurts now. Tsk. Slept at 6.30pm and my baby sis woke me up at 10pm. Homed at 12am...

I need to take a rest now and had to stop bieber-ing. Wait, should I stop using the word bieber-ing and change to other word or sth? -.-
Okay, I want to sleep because I'll be going out w Asy and Tin tmrw. YAY & BYE!!

Life is not fair

2009-12-29T03:31:00.000-08:00

(grab from uncle's fb)

Jervis Bay beach @ Australia.
Oh gosh. The beach is awesome! It has the whitest sand in the world!
When can I visit my aunt and family there in Sydney?! ):

So today I went out with Sila, Eqa, Mardiah and Zayanah and we went to alot of places to shop for our school bag. Sila bought a Jansport peace bag and it's very nice. While Eqa bought a Rip Curl bag and it's also v nice. Lol. Me? I forget to bring my voucher so I end up buying nothing. -.- Then we went to Forever 21 and all the five of us bought Beanie! Sila's pink, Eqa's black, Mar's dark purple, same as mine and Zayanah's green :) Finally I got the Beanie!! *jumps with joy*
Basically, today is a very tiring day and now, my knee hurts already. Tsk.

I don't want to go training tmrw cause it's Coach Connie's last day, meaning she will not train us for forever and we need to train ourselves without a coach. CAN I CRY RIGHT NOW?! She's been with us for 3 years and watching her go is heartbreaking. She made me who I am right now and never gives up on all of us eventhough we are not a strong team. Yes, she did scold us but that's what a coach is for - Making us realise our mistakes and to improve on it. I can't imagine what trainings will be like w/o her presence. Monday's netball training was a moody one after all of us get to know about Coach's news. After training, we did 3 cheers for coach and when I saw Coach cried, I cried too. And thats when all the netballers cried. Coach hugged me but it just makes things worst and I cry even harder. *sigh* I really don't look forward for tomorrow. *sigh*

HOW COULD WE SURVIVE TOURNAMENT WITHOUT HER? THIS IS NOT FAIR. )':
Girls, let's play netball for coach this upcoming tournament aite. We MUST make her proud.
For one of the teacher in-charge, this is for you.

SMF!!!!!!!!!!!!

Idc whether I'm being rude or not but this is just not fair, you know!! Not fair for coach, not fair for us!

Omj I'm crying.

Quit playing games

2009-12-27T09:07:00.000-08:00

Wake me up from this bad dream

That is how I look when I did not sleep for one day due to cleaning the house cause of cousin's engagement as well as playing the com. But still, it was worth it cause I got alot, alot, alot of chocolates!!! :) Cousin looks very pretty, well she always looks pretty and today she looks like a princess. Heh. My dad told me that if it is my 'time', he wants to make sure that the guys' side give me a psp, a handphone, a dslr, 11 thousand dollars and other technology stuffs as a gift. -.- Bankrupt lor! Haha.

There's training tmrw and I'm looking forward to it. Court games here I come!! Oh and since I'm currently BIEBERING, you should listen to Baby - Justin Bieber & Set A Place At Your Table - Justin Bieber.

Payce.

Me likey

2009-12-27T08:37:00.000-08:00

Romantique Movies

2009-12-26T09:42:00.000-08:00

My heart will go on

Whoaaaaaaa! My laptop is working like finally!!!

I knew that this show will bring me to tears and gyeah, I do cried like a baby when I watch Titanic at RTM2 just now. I cried even harder when a father had to seperate from his family as the ship crews only allowed woman and children to get onto the safety boat first. I kept imagining myself in the situation, what I will do and such thing. -.- And also the part where Jack froze to death while Rose was on top of a wood. Sad isin't it? But it's romantic tooooo!

Besides Titanic, another movie that made me to tears is A Walk To Remember. I think I wanna watch it today online so, bye :)

---
F mad at somebody. URGH. Stop it! JUST STOP IT! Sila, I think you knw who. PFFT. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Anw, I've watched 'A Walk To Remember' just now and I cried! :DD So happy that I cried cause if I didn't, I don't know whats wrong with me. Heh. Shane west is sooooo........*melts* ( but still can't beat my bieber. okok, bieber is not mine, whatever. don't wanna freaking fight over him. pfft.)

I love watching romantic movies and I think I wanna buy 'A Walk To Remember' storybook. Any ideas where to get one? :)

Laughing machine

2009-12-25T22:07:00.000-08:00

Don't show me that face JB.
Hahahahaha.

I am laughing so hard watching 40 greatest pranks on MTV that my stomach hurts and it still hurts now.
There's this one part of the show where a training doctor had to calm a women who was on the verge of giving birth but her baby is just like only 5 months?! The training doctor was obviously shock (who doesn't seh) and was suspecting something fishy going around. And then, theres a priest in the labour room reciting some prayers while saying THIS IS THE TIME. Oh guess what! Suddenly, a bloody red devil come out of the women's thinggy and ran all around the labour room. The training doctor screamed her lungs off and nearly cried. Her (the training doctor) reaction was so funny that it made me laughed till tears! :P If I were her, I think I'll passed out for sure. Imagine, a devil, instead of a baby coming out from there. Freaking scary uh!! Greatest prank show I ever watch. Me likey :)

Gosh, I don't wanna go to schooooooooool! ):
Anw, HAPPY CHRISTMAS to you guys who celebrates it!

17 225 buses

2009-12-24T03:43:00.000-08:00

ASY. DAYAK. TIN.

Gym-ming & Camwhore on Tuesday with the retardeds.
Enjoyed my day till b i t x s.
MORE OUTING PEOPLE!
:)

Girls day out

2009-12-23T09:17:00.000-08:00

EQA. ZAKIAH. HIDAYAH.

Hi, I'm Atiqah. This is my priceless face. But I still look nice.

I think I'll update tomorrow. Bye.

My Heart edition

2009-12-22T07:44:00.000-08:00

Okay, best. I like this version too. ^^
He has obviously stole my entire heart and made me fall in love all over again...

NOT.
(the part where he made me fall in love all over again)

Oh no, I'm being hypnotised....

Spring cleaning my stay

2009-12-22T06:25:00.000-08:00

I think I would prefer my room to be messy then very neat. Because if it's neat, I would have a hard time searching for my stuffs as I may have shifted it without my realisation and then, would eventually panic when I could'nt find it. That happened to me alot of times. I'm very forgetful you know. :P But whatever it is, I gotta clean up my room especially the shelves cause I'm afraid there's a rat or a lizard or wtv thinggy died in there. :O

This is SO FAR what I've did....

Arranged my files (on the shelves) according to their colours. rainbow colours
Categorised my books & arranged them alphabetically
Throw ALL unused (or maybe used) papers I've seen lying on the floor, on my shelves and on the bed
Read my 2004 - 2006 diary and laughed like a lunatic because I realised how.......immature I was back then.
Browse through my Baby pictures which still looks "brand new" but abit dusty eventhough it has been on my shelf, untouched since Justin's-knows-when.
Browse through my Primary Schl report book & was shocked to see my atrocious results. Should have studied harder, but *sigh*.
Browse through my Sec 1 & Sec 2 pictures and littledid I realised how much I missed those years.
Read my birthday card from Sila and laughed. _._ for no reason. Tsk.

Alright I am very exhausted due to the fact that I just came home from gym-ming(gym plus swimming) with Asyilah and Fatin. I'll post more later on at night cause the night is till young and I'm saving it, for gooood.

There's still more books to rearranged and more papers to be thrown away. So, good bye! Eh wait, I felt superb! I've just become a good, organised and hardworking daughter! :DDD Hehehe, joking...

Psst: To Azizah. Alright. Not my business so why you gotta tell me? _._ Anw, yea, yea I know you L O V E him.

Baby no rush

2009-12-20T04:20:00.000-08:00

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Good thing about today is that my computer is working as well as my speaker!!!
But, sadly, my handphone is dead and gone already :'( Pfft.

Planned to finish up F&N homework by today but I guess I can't cause everytime I tried to do one question, I'll end up doodling. Urgh, Come on, CONCENTRATE!!

This few weeks gonna be quite a rush cause 1) cousin is getting engaged and I got to clean up my room, alone. 2) there's alot of homework not done and 3) alot of (netball + silat) training due to the upcoming competition. %@*$)@)$^!

Another thing is that, I wanna congrat Kak Bit for winning Gold for Tunggal during the SEA GAMES :D

Psst, Sila, I need Mr Khan's number for the english tuition. Thanks!
I got to go before someone find out I'm using the computer. Bye!

Migrane again.

2009-12-19T06:49:00.000-08:00

I am super duper exhausted due to silat training. See! I finally went to training guys! I've been so busy and lazy these few weeks but thank goodness I get to make it today! :)
And now, I'm having a migrane.
But still, silat was fun cause I get to meet my retardeds - Asyilah and Fatin. It's been a while since the three of us go to training together and I miss them to the maxima! Can't wait for gym-ming(gym + swimming) this Tuesday!! Yay! There's more training @ Persisi tomorrow and Muzakkir and Hilmi ask us to tag along. No way! If I were to train at Persisi (it's where all the Nationals pesilat trained at and they are like, f good -.-) I'll meet Bye for sure, and the rest of the pesilat including freaking guy. Urgh, never!! *roll eyes* While Fatin get to meet _ and _. Haha! Asyilah? Nah, she tak main with these people. :P

Yesterday was netball training and I was the only one who wore blue _._ cause I eventually thought that yesterday was Wednesday. Pfft. So the rest of the netballers were like, "disturbing" me cause I was the odd one. But THEN AGAIN, I was useful on that day because coach & mdm fat needed me for the jersey thinggy. *stares at Sila* Phew.
I HATE our new jersey. Literally.........sucks. We're gonna be one of them. SO great.
Court games were normal. For the first round of court games, my shooting was 90% but soon, it dropped to 10%. ): Really need to buck up! After training, Bernice and I headed to Blue Sea and bought food. BERNICE TAN LI XIAN, I SWEAR TO YOU THAT I DON'T LIKE "ELISA" AND I'M NOT CROSSING ANY FINGERS OR TOES. _._

My speaker is dead and my computer is very lag.
I will update more if my computer does not make a nuisance aite. Just pray that my computer won't be dead by a few weeks time....

Payce!

PS: I can wait for school to start!
PS PS: I'll update about my family outing to Wild Wild Wet tomorrow! 8)

Salam Maal Hijrah

2009-12-18T04:13:00.001-08:00

Wishing all my Muslims friends Salam Maal Hijrah! Which means 18 December = 1 Muharam, A new year in the Muslim's calender.

So first and formost, I would like to seek forgiveness from you guys out there who I had hurt their feelings physically, verbally or mentally. I'm sorry guys. Let us turn over a new leaf and start 2010 afresh! My new year resolutions would be...

1) Study hard for O lvls.
2) Be a good daughter/sister/bestfriend.
3) To improve on my English.
4) Do not fall in love. Well, at least for now! I mean, forever, until I'm ready _._

That's all. I'll add in more on 31st Dec 2009 which is just 2 more weeks. Aah I'm not ready for 2010!

I've known it

2009-12-17T09:57:00.001-08:00

So yeah, the girl who left her freaking red lipstick was eventually.........

RIHANNA.
Confirm.

There Sila, I've told you!
Pfft.
How did I get to know it was her?
Cause I was as usual, Bieber-ing and I saw Justin wrote 'anyone find the video of Rihanna hitting me with a kiss? help me find that.'

Oh yes man, I'm freakingly gonna find out the video _._
LOL.
Anw, I gotta announce to the WHOLE world that I finally joined twitter. Yay. So, do follow me aite. Thus, my Plurk, which I've not used it for Justin's-knows-when is dead.

FOLLOW ME ON TWITTER PEOPLE!
:D

Jansport?

2009-12-17T05:34:00.000-08:00

1) http://www.jansport.com/js_product_detail.php?cid=10&pid=TSF0 (First bag)

2) http://www.jansport.com/js_product_detail.php?cid=&pid=TRD4 (The white and green one.)

3) http://www.jansport.com/js_product_detail.php?pid=T501E (First bag)

Hope there's these patterns here in Singapore ):

Lipstick

2009-12-16T05:59:00.001-08:00

Who's the freaking girl
that left her freaking red/pink lipstick
on Justin's freaking white cheek?

S.M.F
~~I'm gonna find out who's lipstick is that.~~
I gotta feeling its Under-my-Umbrella singer. -.0

Been falling out

2009-12-15T06:33:00.000-08:00

I just caught Mum reading what I'm just about to type -.-

Anyway, I feel all sticky and sandy due to the fact that I just got home from OBS BBQ. It's okay except there's obviously no bonding among us. Everyone acted as if we've never met before and did their own business. Pathetic I tell you. *shrugs* Hashimah, Hayati, Lylie, Farah, Atiqah and I cycled our way from Bedok to East Coast Park. So that explains why my butt is in pain now. ):

Yesterday I finished a book entitled 'Vibes' and another book called 'Starry Nights, Stage Fright and my surprise valentine'. Both of the books kept me curious and keen to know whats more to come that I don't realise it was already 5 am in the morning. Thus, I only had 6 hours of sleep till the next day. Oh talking about books, there's this one book, 'Thirteen Reasons Why' in Popular that caught my eyes, literally. It's $17.90. Anyone kind enough to buy this for me? Heh. Kk jk ^^V

I've been missing alot of things these few weeks especially Netball and Silat training. Gosh. Better buck up since I got competition for those two thinggys. Plus, for Silat, I haven't even think of the steps for Silat Pengantin!! Argh! Life is so packed this few days! Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh! When your life is bored, you whine, but when it's so packed, you tend to complain. When will you be grateful to life? Typical human. Typical me. -.-

On a happier note, I've gotten my EAGLES award despite failing overall. Alhamdullilah! But i guess I'll be giving it to both my parents since they need it more then I do. Nvm, it's okay. (:

Another thing is, I've not been keeping track of Justin Bieber. So sorry Justin, I'm really really busy these few days. HAHA! And I dreamt about JB yesterday night. FOR REAL IT'LL COME TRUE. _._

Lovestoned

2009-12-10T08:45:00.000-08:00

Hypnotised

EH HELLO.

:D

Currently at my cousin's house, so I don't really have the time to blog cause we have some time limit and such thing you know. Sorry eh loyal readers ^^

I was nuts and some what hyper yesterday when I reached here. Danced and lip sync One Time, You belong With me, Down, Sweet Dreams and Boom Boom Pow, in the bedroom with my close cousins. Used hair brush which acted like a microphone and danced like maniacs. How fun is that? ^^

Then at night, I read up this book, 'Slippery Slopes, high hopes and my winter dream boy' till 4am in the morning. It's been a very long time since I read books till late at night and I just feel good when I did so. (: Basically, the book is so gr8 that I don't want it to end! But what to do.....

Anw, know what? I'm craving for something now.
Food obviously.
Hmmmmmmmm.
I am craving for.........

This..

And this...

And this tooooo

*dreamy eyes with watery mouth*
YUUUUUUUUUMMMMMMMMYYYYYYYY :9

I'm bored. Let's go bieber-ing now.

Confession of a Justin & food-aholic

2009-12-08T09:55:00.000-08:00

Let me tell you one more time

This sucks.
My computer is on the verge of corrupting.
Why sucks?
Because first of all, I can't go bieber-ing like how I use to e v e r y d a y.
Secondly, cause I can't blog.
And thirdly, SURFING THE NET IS LIKE A PART OF MY LIFE.
Without it, I think I die. I think only....
So, before my computer dies, I would like to apologise if I couldn't blog any longer. I will, but not e v e r y d a y. I mean, I try to sneak. Using the library's or my dad's lappy. HEHEHEHE.

Today I went out with Fatin, to Bugis Junction > Bugis Street > TM > Bedok. When other people are busily shopping for clothes, Fatin and I, on the other hand, shop for food. We would buy any food that caught our eyes ^^ Funny thing is, we practically shared the food we bought together. Like, EVERY FOOD/DISHES YOU KNOW. That is why we didn't end up bankrupt with all the scrumptious food, cause we share. You guys should try sharing too. It's freaking worth it. ^^ When I say SHARE, it means you share your food together, eat in the same plate (with different fork and spoon of course) and halfed your money :) ANYWAY, as soon as we reached Bugis Junction, we bought chewy junior (awesome). I nearly melted eating it. After searching for Fatin's watch, decided to food shop opposite Bugis Junction and there, I found my Apple Ritz shop. At first, we were indecisive of which to eat first - strawberry struddle or wanton noodle. But in the end, we ate strawberry struddle (heavenly) first and then wanton noodle (delicious). I promise you that I was still hungry. REALLY. Crazy me.

By then, we're exhausted and sleep due to all the eating and we decided to head home. BUT, we were still hungry so we bought oreo mcflurry (sweet) and ice lemon tea (refreshing) to share. Tehehehehehe.

Actually, it's been a long time since I have these delicasis(?) you know. Eversince my "suffering" in OBS CAMP, I couldn't enjoy these food so when I've been set "free", I feel like eating whatever food that caught my eye.

HEH.

Gosh. See how many FOOD I mention above?!
I'll say, today is FOOD DAY.
Alright, may I go Bieber-ing? Like, NOW?
Payce...

I'm loving History

2009-12-07T08:40:00.001-08:00

Maria Hertogh.
So that's my interest now.(And Justin Bieber but there isint any Justin Bieber's book found in the library right?)
To learn about her past Or what so ever.

I think, I'm starting to learn to love history. Singapore's history I mean. Cause I don't know why but suddenly, I'm curious and interested to find out more about Maria Hertogh's past, eversince I watched Nancy Drew and read an article about Maria Hertogh in Berita Harian.

Whoaw. I sounded like I'm keen to become a historian. Hmmm, should I change my ambition? To become a historian?

Hmmmmmmmmmmm.
I'm going to the library to find out MORE about Maria Hertogh tomorrow. Who wants to tag along?
;D

When I say Justin, ya'll say Bieber

2009-12-06T15:30:00.000-08:00

When I say one, you say time!
One (time), One (time)!
When I say Justin, ya'll say Bieber!
Justin (bieber), Justin (bieber)!

Silaaaaaaa! You better practice this dance okay! I've given you the video ^ and you better bloodyly practice or I'm gonna cincang you into pieces.

HAHAHAH!
We planned to dance One Time since Justin's-know-when but that Sila doesn't seem to be practicing the steps and end up, me doing all alone. How grr8.

Anyway, you guys should look at the way he dance at 1:14! Meltxsxsxsxsxsxs.
And did you guys realise what he just say at 0:05? I'm like hearing he says, I HEARD MY DOG SING ON I HEART RADIO. Erm, isit just me or what? -.-