
( Tore my heart into pieces )
Heartbroken heartbroken heartbroken heartbroken
Im am so damn heartbrokened today. Haixs. Dont have any mood to write what had happened today actually. On the way home from silat with my friends, I cried. Pfft.
I'll eleborate some parts only, once upon a time,
A good friend of mine, told the 4 of us, Asyilah, Kak Anisa, Kak Nora and me about who she liked. She gave us clue and by then I knew it. I knew it I knew it I knew it. Haixs. Actually today I happy already sia. Then because of her secret, Im sad and heartbroken and jealoused...
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Today had ntbl training. In the first place, Im lazy to go. Then in the end, I just go cos its been a long time since I didnt go to training. Tiring because of the hot sun. Asked to be released earlier cos had silat training later. Rushed to bedok inter to wait for my friend. No use of rushing cos my friends reached late(as expected) xD So, I went to eat first. And Im lonely ): About 5 something they reached. Then walked to PERSISI near the Bdk Swimming complex there. Hurridly changed to my uniform. And gosh, I feel sticky and stinks! :P Training started at 5.30. Did statics steps as usual. Then had to exchange numbers among each other especially with our so called trainers. Hamka and i dont know who, asked us to write our number. Then, the best part is that I forgot what is my number. Haha. They went laughing and say NUMBER SENDIRI PUN TAK TAWU. Lol.
Before that, the Shahrin came to our group because I dont know why. Then he looked at me and I looked at him back too ah. And I laughed. Lol. Continue back with our training. I go haywire cos i started to get confused with the steps. xP But finally, I know *cheers*. Abang Ayi told our group that theres a group who wanna beat us. Me and Fika were shocked cos what he said is WANNA BEAT US. So this actually means that our group is the best la ni (((((: WHOOHOOO~
At 7 we did the overall and Im so exhaused. Cos I think I put in TOOOOOO much effort. Haha. Then Haikal suddenly thumbs up at me while laughing. -.- Siao la dey... After did overall, we were told to watch the SINGAPORE SPORTS SCHOOL students/trainers did the steps. They did it gracefully and amazing. Nice like sheet sia! And i was WHOAAAAAAAAing all the way xD
realeased at 7.30. Me, Asyilah, Kak Anisa, Fatin, Kak Nora and Syaban went home tgther. And this is when the sad and heartbroken thinggy happened ah. Haixs. Didnt go straight away home after that. Instead, we ate noodle under this particular block and practiced our silat again. xP Tired sia. Went home around 9. And was all sweaty and sticky and smelly and awful...
And Jia Lyn, I had zero ideas on how to do the History Project siah! ):
S.O.S!
Bye amigos
( If you LIKE someone, and they break your heart, dont give up on love, have faith, restart )
This time, is not they. Its, her... ):