Don't cling to fal.se hopes

I AM VERY EXTREMELY SAD.
Bye didn't came at all. Yeah, at all. So much for "YAY I CANT WAIT TO SEE HIM". Oh, Please don't tell me he quit already! *eyes teary* I miss Bye so many many! ):

Moving on, I AM QUITE PROUD OF MYSELF cause I've allowed Hashimah(!) to poke my finger with a needle and test my blood group during Biology class. Cause you should know, besides afraid of heights, I'm afraid of needles and injections too ohkay! -.- But being Hashimah, she has her own style of poking someone's finger. I promise you she can't be a doctor or a surgeon!! Scary! And now, thanks to her, I have TWO "scars" on my finger. LOL :O

I don't think I'll be updating tht frequently. I had to, need to and must do revision for the sake of doing well for this upcoming common test 2. *shrugs* As what old people say, BERSUSAH DAHULU BERSENANG KENDIAN. (Suffer first than enjoy later) So gyeah that's what I'm friggggging-ly trying to do!

JIAYUO TO ME AND THE REST! *poms-poms*

Whoaaaaaa I just realise I didn't reply your tags. OH MI GOOD IM SO SORRY. :P
Eqa, Jialyn, etc: Haixs. Gyeah I'm okay abit. Thanks for the concern eh peeepos.
Sila: Eh kau nye link semue tak gune oi -.-
Hadi: Wth. I told you not to call me HOTLIPS again right? Keep it confidential, I dont want people to know I have "HOT" lips. HAHAHAHAHAHA -.- Anw, wokay. Good. Who who? :O
ASYIKlah: Lol. Asal ngan muke belly dancer tuh? Diye penat ah belly dance sampai larut malam, tuh psl lah muke diye jadi gtu. :P
Aku pahan kau hidayah: LER AKU PIKIR SAPE TADI TAG AKU. PADEHAL KAU! -.- Jgn mcp lah ehh! Aku tak suke fight. Aku cool. Bukan mcm kau! B)

I just need a little more luck than a little bit,
especially when it comes to seeing y o u .

Everything doesn't seem well for me these few days. Well, I guess Im a bad luck charm.

Firstly, about Silat. WHY CAN'T WE JUST HAVE ONE SOLID PLACE TO TRAIN PEACEFULLY?! Why must we shift here and there and here and there. Why must this happen to us?! -.-

Secondly, Aunt and family had migrated to Sydney last Sunday. It was obvious that I cry the most. I'm pathetic. I don't care uhhhh.

So to end our day/ training at Silat @ Siglap CC ♥, we camwhore and stare at the place, which is mirrored everywhere and airconditioned. *shrugs* Not only that, Asyilah, Fatin and I had to perform seni infront of the whole class _._ And I was THE FIRST ONE to perform. Sooo fair, Muzakkir. Then, at around 6.30, we had to leave the place. Waited for the guys to settle some things with the CC and homed to Bedok Interchange with them. Fatin was head over heals when her 1234567 waved at her. HAHAHA. Now, I'm wondering when I'm gonna be head over heals again ):

On sunday was the day Aunt and family migrate to Sydney. I only had 3 hours of sleep cause before that, I had to finish up the family collage for Aunt which took me half of the day -.- Thank Allah theres my cousin and another Aunt helping me out!
It was 7.30 when we reached the airport. Saw cousins and hugged them tightly. Aunt was touched when she saw the project we've made for her and she began weaping ): By 9.40, they had to leave. And that was the sad-est moment where allllllll of us who were present cried like a cry baby including my GRANDFATHER. Eventhough i've promised to myself NOT to cry but what to do, imma cry baby. bid farewell and I CRY ALL OVER AGAIN. *cry*

Mak Ni, Rmbr, you kept match making me with somebody *laughs*, telling me all your love stories and asked me what about mine. I rmbr theres this one time, you kept asking me who I like. I'm sorry I didn't tell you who :P Not only that, it was rather sad we didnt have enough time to watch Ghost Of Girlfriend's Past together, just me and you. You even said you would want to have this Aunt and Niece outing. ): haixs.
Haziq, I miss calling you 'Lobang hidongmu tetap menjadi pujaanku'. I'm gonna miss doing 'Sabar, sabar, sabar, sabar *while doing the robot moves*'. I miss calling you fat ass and always tend to fight with you, eventhough I know I'll always win. *laughs* You are so far the best ^^
Dijah, I'm sorry if I always scold/talk things about you behind your back, once hate you and kept calling you 'Hajah Rogayah'. I love the way you stand up for yourself when there's this one time, your siblings and cousins were bullied by some wild stray 'bulldogs', who are apparently coward humans with no balls.
Aisyah, I'm gonna miss you holding onto my hands and always want to be with me. I miss your snoring at night, making me irritated. I miss you looking at me everytime I eat something nice. HAH.
Danish, I miss your papiculous/ mat salleh feature that you have, kissing you and stares at you when you make a mistake. I miss you calling me 'Kak Dayah' in a very funny way. I miss you act like nothing-had-happen when you eventually had bitten my sister, Fatehah.
Amira, I miss carrying you around, panicked like a fool girl whenever you cry hysterically and kiss you till your face is red. I miss your baby smell toooo!
Uncle Din, thanks for bringing our family out all over Singapore and treating us. Thanks for giving us stationaries and guide me in Science.

I MISS YOU PEOPLE LIKE ALOT

D:

While I was bathing just now, I can't believe I cried. Words can't describe how much I miss them eventhough it's only yesterday..It's just different - calling, chatting and meeting them everyday, face to face.


PS/ Hashimah-the-unicorn-who-is-so-gonna-blush when I call you this, thanks alot for the bangles or bracelet you papiloplous (act only) HAHA LOVE YOU.

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Trust can take years to build,


but only a second to break it.

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