So my heart broke into pieces today. But thank goodness the ice cream mend it.

(Edited on Thursday 1 April)
When I saw Bye at the MRT Platform, my heart skipped a beat. But when I saw him with a girl, my heart suddenly sank and I felt goosebumps forming. Tears eventually rolled down as I messaged some precious friends of mine. Thought it'll be great that I saw him but.........
Sigh. At that point of time, my heart broke into million and million of pieces. Then again, thanks to the ice cream I bought later on. I didn't realized that my eyes were watery when I scoop up a spoonful of ice cream to my mouth as I listen to some pathetic love songs.
Sigh.
Guess that day was a bad day for me after all.
Never mind. I gotta move on with my life.

I'm so exhausted that I woke up at 4pm in the afternoon just now. But I think Hashimah's 4 missed call that woke me up out of the blue. *roll eyes* Then again, thanks cause if she didn't called me, I think I would have been sleeping till tomorrow. :P

Anyway, Speech Day was boring. I prefer last year's where there's so many hubs at the concourse that we could visit. This year, however, the concourse seemed empty, thus, creating a dull atmosphere at Springfield excluding the various Korean and JUSTIN BIEBER'S songs played. Saddening though.
We took a lot of pictures (which eventually caused Sharifah's DSLR to have only one batt after having the opportunity to take care of her camera) on that day cause it'll be our last year attending Springfield's Speech Day so we want to make it a fruitful one.
Waited for my UG friends to have lunch together. I don't know why but these few days, whenever I eat rice, I tend to feel full despite just started eating half of it. Hmmm.
Homed at 4pm and continued to watch BOF till I finally finished watching it. :)

I've been real busy that I don't have the time to blog. Therefore, before I go, I would like to wish both my father (24 march) and mother (today!) a happy birthday! I LOVE YOU ♥

Ohh I need pictures! Sharifahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! *wink*

I'm watching BOF all over again!
Ahhhh!
Anyway, today Bernice and I had a great laugh after school. It's been a while since we laughed this hard and I enjoyed it very much :D Hahaha.

I'll re-update after the video eh. :)

"Friendship is born at that moment when one person says to another, 'What! You too? I thought I was the only one."

SILAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
Happy 16 birthday to you!!
We quarrel, we make each other cry, we teases and call each other names, we irritate one another and seldom sulk but still, we'll be best of bitches, (more to friends)
for
like
forever.
Love you till bitxs! MUAKZ.

Sports Leader Camp's gonna stuck in my pea brain for like forever cause something interesting happened during that one particular day. Anyway, long post ahead!!

1st Day:
I woke up feeling all sleepy and irritated especially when I'm having a hard-core morning sinus, better still, running nose. Thought that I'll be late so I rushed to school but end up reaching school early. Pfft.
At 7.30am, we had debrief and was separated into groups. Mine was Friendship! Started off with ice breakers. Then flag making. Friendship's flag was far beyond creative, with all the splitter splatter stuffs and hand prints :D
A while later, we had team building games. It went well except for some games were last minute prepared which kind of annoyed me but *sigh* what to do.
The evening run was torturing and crazy! From Springfield to countless rounds at Bedok Reservoir. Did push up and my kneecap bleed due to the rough surface of the ground. *sigh*
Confidence walk started at 9pm and before that, Mr Muz called out the seniors to give us some words of advice (more to frightening). He told us not to say anything if we saw things that weren't meant to be seen. Worst still, he even told us a ghost story before letting us go to our respective places. -.- Damn it.
My checkpoint was at the library with Atiqah. At first, we're unsure of where to sit cause we did not want to face the library and so, we end up sitting on the bench that is near the wall next to the I&I room. Atiqah faced some parts of the library while I faced the other building of the school. We got comfortable with the surrounding as we keep ourselves talking but suddenly, I saw a huge black figure, the silhouette of a bat but bigger than that flew fast behind Atiqah. I was loss of words and quickly looked down instead of looking directly to Atiqah's face. I swear I don't know what it is but yeah, that's what I saw. (or maybe just a figment of my imagination? I don't know) If you think that is worst, how about the next one? After regaining some confidence and read prayers, I looked up and continued the talk with Atiqah. I felt something was looking at me and so, I looked directly to the relief teacher's room and guess what I sawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!
A white figure(lollipop) staring at me. :'( I felt like crying but I stayed strong and continued to read my prayers.
I even saw some at the Home Econ room but it's not that scary as the one I saw at the relief teacher's room.
I felt relieved that it was already 2am cause it was then, the end of confidence walk. Thank goodness this will be the last camp I attend! (hopefully)

2nd day & 3rd day
Due to sleeping very late yesterday, most of the sec4s woke up late and had to rush for our flag day. It was an eye opening experience because after holding the tin, you have the tendency to feel sad and heart broken when people did not donate as you realized that it's not difficult to just put a 10 cent coin in the tin. So some people donated thus causing my tin to be nearly half filled until Fahmy and his friends came to my side!! Kacau daun betol ah korang! XD Then he asked me what's the secret to my success of having people to donate at my tin. Haha!
Flag day ended at around 12 and head back to school.
Continued camp and had to prepare ourselves for the night cycling and tracking. Since I am the 2nd day ass. i/c, I had to help Tong Juay give instructions to the cohort. I was obviously not confident and did not project my voice loud enough for everyone to hear but as time pass, I began to become confident and managed to give instructions to them.
I can't believed I've cycled 40km!!!!!! From ECP > Changi > Pasir Ris Park > TPC > Bedok Res > Bedok C > ECP. My hands and kneecap hurts as well as became swollen after the long hours of cycling. We arrived back to ECP at around 4am and from there we began our track. I was sleep walking all the way and didn't realized that I walked fast enough and end up, walking beside Bernice and Annabelle who were at the front. Cool. I began to felt sleepy again so I decided to eat my green peas as I remembered what Mr Muz told us, "DRY FOOD HELPS YOU TO REGAIN ENERGY. IT HELPS YOU TO BE AWAKE." Haha. And valah! It works! I began to stay awake and continued to walk. Recommended Bernice the green peas, telling her that it help you stay awake and in the end, she's awake too. Haha. Cool right?
Reached Springfield and was over the moon cause I managed to endure the hardship but at the same time, half dead because I was so exhausted.

Through this camp, I learn to become a confident leader - do not be afraid of your own shadows, endurance and most importantly, finally believe THOSE THINGS does exist.
:P

Finally I'm done. i don't know who will read this but yeah! I'm finally done!

Something to impress me as well as to make me smile wide.

I miss watching music videos from youtube. So yeah, this is so far my favourite apart from the Baby ;D
Anyway,
I've cycled 20/40km, trackked 7km, run about 10km or lesser, did push up for more than 100 times, had only 3 hours of sleep, suffered cramps and back aches, overcome my fear which is to lead the whole cohourt and eventually, survived camp.
The most unforgettable incident I had encountered is when I was stationed at the library with Atiqah at 9pm to 2am for the junior's confidence walk.
I swear I saw something at the teacher's room and I swear it's not a human.

Youtube's calling me now.
I'll update tomorrow or when ever I'm free.
BYE!

My results are so lousy
That I need to study

Rhyme? No?

A quick update! Just now was the selection trial and I swear I was so nervous that I can't even catch the ball as well as perform well on court!!!! Argh damn.
After the trial, met Hashimah at Tamp gym and spent 2 hours there.
Had a huge meal after burning my calories and fats.
Then we went to NTUC to buy some food for my camp this Tuesday. But I end up buying nothing cause I was so picky and indecisive.
We were still hungry so we headed to Kembangan just to buy a cookie. :P
So from Kembangan, we walked back to Bedok and there we seperated.

I'm home alone since my family went to Johor. Pfft -.-
I feel so full now that I wanna puke.

Schedule for holidays!
Sunday - Study date with Hashimah
Monday - Physics class, Sports Leader Meeting, Tuition
Tuesday - Sports Leader Camp, Biology Class, Tuiton (won't be attending)
Wednesday - Sports Leader Camp, Flag Day
Thursday - Sports Leader Camp
Friday - O level MT Bengkel, Study date with Amirra

No holidays for me! :(

Nono, not because I saw an annyong or something. It's because tomorrow is Sports Heat and I'm running 1600m. Not only that, one of my competitior is Lixian!! Double the butterflies in my stomach! Oh gosh. I'm dead.

Wish me luck please! :/

Someone's depressed cause she's not able to see Paramore tonight :P

I feel super duper full right now after eating 3 pieces of pizza. All those running and skipping I did earlier was put to waste. Sigh.

Anyway, I'm back with updates!
So finally, today, Hashimah and I ran at Kallang Stadium to practice for the upcoming Sports Day. Before that, ate Yoguru and studied at Burger King. Since I have not started running long distance this year, my stamina decreased tremendously which caused me to have heart ache and leave me breatheless. Not good.

After all the 2 sets of running 1.6m and numerous practices (K, I'm exaggerating) of 100m, we decided to go home. Humiliated myself in the bus. Oh please DO NOT remind me about that, Hashimah. Talking about humiliation, I've eventually humiliated myself 2 times a row this week. First was during netball tournament and second was this. Urgh. Bad luck, bad luck.

I'm starting to seriously hate F&N to the core. Makes me go confused! I need help from any F&N students!
Oh and guess whuattttttttttttttt! I failed Maths. I failed Maths! The paper is do able and most of my friends pass except for the dumbo me. HOW PATETHIC!?!?!?! But good thing is that I passed English! Horray horray!

:'(
:)

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY
TO MY ONE AND ONLY JUSTIN BIEBER!
May the Beliebers shower you with all the love.
You know you have our back no matter what happens cause YOU ROCK OUR WORLD NOT JUST ONE TIME, BUT A LOT OF TIME. Love you!
So thankfully, my internet was fixed and here I am struggling on what to blog about.
Inter-class challenge was unexpected. I did not expect 4F to win 2nd place; we thought we lost but in the end, the result was unbelieveable! Rochester went "Aww, you guys are not the champion....*with a sad face* but you came in 2nd place! Yay!". Hahaha. Gosh you ROC.
The first match was against 4E. 6-1. Second was with 5B. 6-2. Last was with 4C. Tough match but we peservere. The atmosphere was choatic and hectic cause everyone was shouting and screaming and putting high hopes on 4F. Awww. But sadly, we lost to 4C. 3 - 6. Nevermind! Still very happy though.
After the game, 4F, 4G and some from 4I somehow gathered together and began doing Billi-Banja. There, we formed bonds among one another and our team spirits were eventually "lift up high". I don't know why but we were so enthu and celebrate like as if we emerged as champion. Funny people! No wonder I love them till bitxs! XD
For sure that's gonna be a memorable day for me this year.

Since Hashimah and I promised to treat ourselves after the game with JCO donuts, we straight away went to T1 and bought them, along with Sharifah and Istiqa. Yummy~ :9
Went home around 9.30pm and sleeeeeeeeeeeeeep!!
^^