First and formost, I wanna wish....
HAPPY FOURTEEN BIRTHDAY TO YOU!This retarded idiot here ^ turned 14 already on 26 January. Enjoy your day and birthday bashes? *wink* Oh, and you GOTTA pay back my bag which you eventually tore it apart during the bash aite! Must or I'll *clench fist* Be happy always and I love you retard! :DD
HAPPY FIFTEEN BIRTHDAY TO YOU!23 January 2009.
Chey zarifah, dah 15 nmpk! Dah 15 nmpk! Hope you love my present and I love you women! *muacks*
And to all those who celebrate their birthday on this month. Gosh, I'm effing mad at both my parents. Dad just called me an egoistic person who thinks highly of myself and not others. While Mum just cant seem to appreciate what I've done to the family when she is away to kampong. She kept saying "Tak gune nyer anak perempuan, tak kemas rumah". When eventually I did! U R G H D A M N P I S S E D O F F la aboh den! ASDFGHJKL!!!!!!!!!!!!! Their words are so hurtful that I cried deeply inside. How come its not sinful when parents made their child cry by using hurtful words? Haixs.
Can't be bothered to do Malay homework. Sigh. I've been feeling sleepy and lazy these few days. My head is spinning like a yo-yo and my body felt warm like a idontknowwhat. *shrugs*
And today sucks lah. Gotta stand infront of the whole school because we(Me, Firah, Effah, Istiqa, Amira and DJ) assemble @ the netball court late and Mr Nathan was like shouting at us. Kan kite suroh krng just cabot je taknk. *shakes head* Urgh, drop my water face yknow. I caught Ardilla laughing at me. Wthell. AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
Everyone its like leaving me now.
First, those guys.
Second, cousin, which he will be migrating to Melburne.
Thirdly, another cousin will be migrating to Sydney.
Fourthly, Asyilah.
Best.
AND OF COURSE, NO I'M NOT ALRIGHT. NO I'M NOT OK. BUT I'LL TRY TO BE STRONG WITHOUT YOU GUYS, IF THAT'S THE WAY.
I'll be leaving Ansar too. And I'm sorry.....
This post is specially dedicated to Ansar Mosque Centre, especially,
Muzakkir,
Khair,
Faiz and
Abng Sally.
Through these years of having silat training, all of you gave me courage and hope to continue doing best in silat. Now, everything, EVERYTHING is gonna change without you people. Basiclly, all the fun and laughters will vanish when you guys are no longer here. Who will teach us Regu? Who will comment on our techniques? Who?! As soon as you gather us around and told us the bad news, I couldnt take it any longer, deciding to pour - cry it all out. Yes, ALL OUT. I can't bear to lose you anymore like how I lose my (youknowwho). Haixs. I cant stop thinking about you guys, the good and the bad times we go through together. We're getting so close but..... If only I could hug you guys. If only I have the guts to say how much I love and treasure you. Ansar wont be fun without you people, our trainers, our best friends mostly, our brothers. I'm sorry I didn't talk or look at your face cause I know once I look, I'll shed into tears again. I'm sorry I didnt wanna take pictures with you cause it make me worst. You guys are the one who lift me up when I'm down. You guys teach me never give up and overcome circumstances. You guys make me love silat training @ ansar. You guys make me enjoy every training. You guys made me laughed and pissed off at the same time with your nonsensical jokes. Now tell me what's training without them? I just hope that our friendship will last forever and we'll keep in contact. I love you guys <3
/xoxo: Dayak-lives-in-the-jungle
Labels: if only 16 Jan 09 doesnt exist
" STACKS ON DECK, PATRON NO ICE, AND WE COULD POP BOTTLES ALL NIGHT BABY YOU CAN HAVE WHATEVER YOU LIKEEEEEEEEEEEEE "
H E L L O !!! Ya ya ya I know I hadn't blog for decades and I apologise for that. It's either I'm too busy, no time for it or I just don't bother to switch on the computer. Heh. So anyway, alooooooooot of things happened these few days in school starting from the first day. Orientation was KABOOOOOOOOM, absolutely super duper fun. Sold HOMEMADE cookies(and this just remind me to post about the cookie thinggy), HOMEMADE brownie, fishballs and nuggets. Ole ole. Ok I gotta brag now that our cookies were scrumptious :9 REALLY leh!
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Then it ended. Cleaned up the place then had training. chilled out with netballers and then homed. I had to rushed home cause i got silat -.- Bloodly boring I tell you. Practice belt syllabus and blablabla. BUT COP COP DID COME AND AT LEAST IT MADE MY DAY ;D Muahahahahahahaha.
Met Asyilah and Fatin that Saturday to study together. Few hours later, headed to TM to buy cakes(?) and while we were on the way home, stopped for a while to check out some drawings made by this guy who is so artistic. (full of evny)
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To cut it short, there's this three guys - probably the same age as us, followed us ____._____ I just realised that they were following us when there's this one time, when I turned back, I saw them. The second time we stopped near a shop, THEY were there. Curiousty and panic aroused me as I signalled both my friends to move from that place. (I'm observant am I? haha) They were like 0.0 OOOOOOKKK. Scary luhh! We were late so we rushed to either take 18 or 69. By the time we were running to catch that 18, one of the guy suddenly stopped us and ask me,
GUY: EH KRNG NK KAT BALEK EH?
ME: AH AH
GUY: ALAMAK
While we continue chasing that dum dum 18. To no avail, the bus didnt stop and instead it went for another turn -.- Ashamed cause there were alot of people at the 18 booth, all staring at us while we were panting like a dog -.- Feeling cheated(lol) we went back to the 69 booth and there THEY were, the ew guys waiting for us - like they knew we are gonna take that 69. One of them asked my friend to come out. OBVIOUSLY HE WANNA ASK FOR HER NUMBER RIGHT. Bloody dum dum stupid idiotic flirting jerks. *shrugs* But too bad my friend is attached already. Nasb kau Fatin *grins* reached home around 9.30pm and eventually, Dad was furious. haixs.
On sunday, I was being strucked by bad luck): Frantically, I fell from the staircase while I was carrying the parts of my bed -.- Thank Allah that the metal part of the bed does'nt hit my head of feet seeeeeeeeeeeeeh!
If not, the next thing I knw I was in the hospital, paralysed ):
As a result, I sprained my ankle, making me unable to participate during the netball tournament which occurs T O D A Y. Obviously, my team mates were very dissapointed. I'm sorry you guys. I promise i won't let you down in the next game aite!
Okok, I gotta stop blogging now. I wanna read New moon. Hell yeah, I know, hardworking righhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhht :DDDDD Hahaa. K like understand. Bye!
Currently watching Olivia and then Andai Ku Tahu. I'm loving Indonesia show and I think I dont know why :D Ole Ole!
So anyway, I won't be updating frequently, in fact, at all cause I'm busy with schools, ccas and silat training. Nonetheless, keep tagging and maybe, if you're lucky enough, I'll reply to your tags aye. Till then, take care you peoples <3
1ST DAY OF PMS SUCKS ALOOOOT I TELL YOU *SHRUGS*
