Goodbye 2009 and hello 2010. Forget the past and learn from the littlest mistake we made in 2009. May this year be a fruitful year as we study our heads off. Hope it's all worth it! :) Let's open our heart and eyes for good things, moments and opportunities to come this 2010.

It's going to be 2am and I just woke up from my "New Year's" sleep. Hehe. Nevermind, I'll be doing my hmwrk anyway. :) So I give countdown a miss, I mean, not watching the show at the televsion cause I was busy sleeping. But still, I can't believe that it's 2010 already! Time do past very fast right? And then you realise that you miss it so much cause yeah, right now, I miss 2009 alot.

2009 is full of sweet and sour memories. I still remember clearly the first day of school(2009), where we met new friends and now, we're making our way together to reach the finishing line of our secondary school lifes.

To Bernice, we've been friends for 9 years already and it's still strong! Let's make this friendship last forever! Thanks for being there with me all the time when I needed you the most. Love you till bitxs!
To Retarded Idiots (Asyilah, Fatin, Fik& Raihan), we've come from different world but thanks to NDP 08, we've met one another and soon became best of friends. I am grateful knowing you guys eventhough the friendship we built tgther is only 3 years and I don't regret joining NDP either! Words can't describe how much I love and miss you retards. Best friends foreva, eva, eva!
To Sister Lurps (Sila & Eqa), Omgsh, I really can't believe we are best friends you know? Haha. I love you bitches so much and thanks for being my laughing gases. Good luck for your N levels and may we go around the world together with our DSLR camera(dream on) one day when we work arldy eh! Hehehehe. Lets play Netball for Coach this year!
To S.E.F.I.H (Sharifah, Effah, Firah & Istiqa) I miss you guys! Where did you guys go? I LOVE YOU ALL UH! Can't w8 to meet you sexaye people this Monday! :D
To Blood sisters (Farah, Firah & Zarifah). Eventhough there's no longer B.S, I hope our friendship still stays strong aite. I've known you guys since I set foot in Springfield and of course I don't want it to end just like that. Bloodsister may no longer exist but our friendship still does and must. :)
To Maya, Nad & Rena. My pretty girls! How long uh we didn't hang out tgther?! I'm so sorry I don't have time to meet you guys for the past years (but we'll be seeing each other this Sat!). *sigh* I miss you guys and thanks for being there with me all those years, especially during primary school. I miss those immature times we spend tgther man. Rmbr we played crushed ball during recess and such? Yea, I miss every bits of it!! Really x7777777 can't w8 to meet you people!!! :DDD
To 1H & 2H, I MISS YOU H-IANS! I MISS FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL! I MISS EVERYTHING! Life is easier back then :(

There's more but I can't think now.
My 10 new year resoultions would be...

Concentrate in class and don't day dream.

SCORE BELOW 15 FOR O LVLS! Better still 12.

Read more books

Play Netball for Coach Connie

Stop saying vulgarities

Repent

Do not fall in love

Loyal Belieber

Enjoy my last year in Springfield

Make sure that my resolutions work this time

B is for Bieber. No longer Bye.


I am mad, like again but seriously, tell me who won't get mad about ____________ right?!
Pfft. Felt like strangling that particular human.
URGHHHHHHHH!!

I can't take it anymore uh. _._

Told you that today's training is a sad one. But I didn't cry cause I was too busy collecting and counting money for Coach's farewell party. Sigh. Nvm, I'll cry on Friday. Asyilah is right. This totally reminds me of our Ansar's tragedy. But at least we don't have to train ourselves, unlike netball. I can't imagine how am I suppose to lead the team when I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO LEAD MYSELF. Thank goodness Natalie and the seniors will come down and train us. :) You guys have offically saved my life. Haha.

Why my w o r l d so swayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~

After training, ordered cake with Bernice and then we ate chicken rice together. Saw Hadi and he wore long pants alrdy. LOL. Since I had to wait for Mum, I decided to go to the library and read some magazines. I miss going to the library with Hashimah! :( Met Mum at Bdk Interchange and off to Yishun. I was very tired since we just had a friendly match against Pasir Ris and I doozed off in bus... I guess I don't have the mood to shoot today but instead, I could defend well. Love it. For coach, for coach. :D

Reached Aunt's crib and I slept again because my head was spinning due to knocking down with one of the Pasir Ris girl and Ardilla. Rofl. It still hurts now. Tsk. Slept at 6.30pm and my baby sis woke me up at 10pm. Homed at 12am...


I need to take a rest now and had to stop bieber-ing. Wait, should I stop using the word bieber-ing and change to other word or sth? -.-
Okay, I want to sleep because I'll be going out w Asy and Tin tmrw. YAY & BYE!!

(grab from uncle's fb)

Jervis Bay beach @ Australia.
Oh gosh. The beach is awesome! It has the whitest sand in the world!
When can I visit my aunt and family there in Sydney?! ):

So today I went out with Sila, Eqa, Mardiah and Zayanah and we went to alot of places to shop for our school bag. Sila bought a Jansport peace bag and it's very nice. While Eqa bought a Rip Curl bag and it's also v nice. Lol. Me? I forget to bring my voucher so I end up buying nothing. -.- Then we went to Forever 21 and all the five of us bought Beanie! Sila's pink, Eqa's black, Mar's dark purple, same as mine and Zayanah's green :) Finally I got the Beanie!! *jumps with joy*
Basically, today is a very tiring day and now, my knee hurts already. Tsk.

I don't want to go training tmrw cause it's Coach Connie's last day, meaning she will not train us for forever and we need to train ourselves without a coach. CAN I CRY RIGHT NOW?! She's been with us for 3 years and watching her go is heartbreaking. She made me who I am right now and never gives up on all of us eventhough we are not a strong team. Yes, she did scold us but that's what a coach is for - Making us realise our mistakes and to improve on it. I can't imagine what trainings will be like w/o her presence. Monday's netball training was a moody one after all of us get to know about Coach's news. After training, we did 3 cheers for coach and when I saw Coach cried, I cried too. And thats when all the netballers cried. Coach hugged me but it just makes things worst and I cry even harder. *sigh* I really don't look forward for tomorrow. *sigh*

HOW COULD WE SURVIVE TOURNAMENT WITHOUT HER? THIS IS NOT FAIR. )':
Girls, let's play netball for coach this upcoming tournament aite. We MUST make her proud.
For one of the teacher in-charge, this is for you.
Idc whether I'm being rude or not but this is just not fair, you know!! Not fair for coach, not fair for us!

Omj I'm crying.

Wake me up from this bad dream



That is how I look when I did not sleep for one day due to cleaning the house cause of cousin's engagement as well as playing the com. But still, it was worth it cause I got alot, alot, alot of chocolates!!! :) Cousin looks very pretty, well she always looks pretty and today she looks like a princess. Heh. My dad told me that if it is my 'time', he wants to make sure that the guys' side give me a psp, a handphone, a dslr, 11 thousand dollars and other technology stuffs as a gift. -.- Bankrupt lor! Haha.

There's training tmrw and I'm looking forward to it. Court games here I come!! Oh and since I'm currently BIEBERING, you should listen to Baby - Justin Bieber & Set A Place At Your Table - Justin Bieber.








Payce.

My heart will go on

Whoaaaaaaa! My laptop is working like finally!!!

I knew that this show will bring me to tears and gyeah, I do cried like a baby when I watch Titanic at RTM2 just now. I cried even harder when a father had to seperate from his family as the ship crews only allowed woman and children to get onto the safety boat first. I kept imagining myself in the situation, what I will do and such thing. -.- And also the part where Jack froze to death while Rose was on top of a wood. Sad isin't it? But it's romantic tooooo!

Besides Titanic, another movie that made me to tears is A Walk To Remember. I think I wanna watch it today online so, bye :)

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F mad at somebody. URGH. Stop it! JUST STOP IT! Sila, I think you knw who. PFFT. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Anw, I've watched 'A Walk To Remember' just now and I cried! :DD So happy that I cried cause if I didn't, I don't know whats wrong with me. Heh. Shane west is sooooo........*melts* ( but still can't beat my bieber. okok, bieber is not mine, whatever. don't wanna freaking fight over him. pfft.)

I love watching romantic movies and I think I wanna buy 'A Walk To Remember' storybook. Any ideas where to get one? :)

Don't show me that face JB.
Hahahahaha.

I am laughing so hard watching 40 greatest pranks on MTV that my stomach hurts and it still hurts now.
There's this one part of the show where a training doctor had to calm a women who was on the verge of giving birth but her baby is just like only 5 months?! The training doctor was obviously shock (who doesn't seh) and was suspecting something fishy going around. And then, theres a priest in the labour room reciting some prayers while saying THIS IS THE TIME. Oh guess what! Suddenly, a bloody red devil come out of the women's thinggy and ran all around the labour room. The training doctor screamed her lungs off and nearly cried. Her (the training doctor) reaction was so funny that it made me laughed till tears! :P If I were her, I think I'll passed out for sure. Imagine, a devil, instead of a baby coming out from there. Freaking scary uh!! Greatest prank show I ever watch. Me likey :)



Gosh, I don't wanna go to schooooooooool! ):
Anw, HAPPY CHRISTMAS to you guys who celebrates it!

ASY. DAYAK. TIN.



































Gym-ming & Camwhore on Tuesday with the retardeds.
Enjoyed my day till b i t x s.
MORE OUTING PEOPLE!
:)

EQA. ZAKIAH. HIDAYAH.


































Hi, I'm Atiqah. This is my priceless face. But I still look nice.




I think I'll update tomorrow. Bye.

Okay, best. I like this version too. ^^
He has obviously stole my entire heart and made me fall in love all over again...

NOT.
(the part where he made me fall in love all over again)


Oh no, I'm being hypnotised....

I think I would prefer my room to be messy then very neat. Because if it's neat, I would have a hard time searching for my stuffs as I may have shifted it without my realisation and then, would eventually panic when I could'nt find it. That happened to me alot of times. I'm very forgetful you know. :P But whatever it is, I gotta clean up my room especially the shelves cause I'm afraid there's a rat or a lizard or wtv thinggy died in there. :O

This is SO FAR what I've did....

• Arranged my files (on the shelves) according to their colours. rainbow colours
• Categorised my books & arranged them alphabetically
• Throw ALL unused (or maybe used) papers I've seen lying on the floor, on my shelves and on the bed
• Read my 2004 - 2006 diary and laughed like a lunatic because I realised how.......immature I was back then.
• Browse through my Baby pictures which still looks "brand new" but abit dusty eventhough it has been on my shelf, untouched since Justin's-knows-when.
• Browse through my Primary Schl report book & was shocked to see my atrocious results. Should have studied harder, but *sigh*.
• Browse through my Sec 1 & Sec 2 pictures and littledid I realised how much I missed those years.
• Read my birthday card from Sila and laughed. _._ for no reason. Tsk.

Alright I am very exhausted due to the fact that I just came home from gym-ming(gym plus swimming) with Asyilah and Fatin. I'll post more later on at night cause the night is till young and I'm saving it, for gooood.

There's still more books to rearranged and more papers to be thrown away. So, good bye! Eh wait, I felt superb! I've just become a good, organised and hardworking daughter! :DDD Hehehe, joking...




Psst: To Azizah. Alright. Not my business so why you gotta tell me? _._ Anw, yea, yea I know you L O V E him.

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Good thing about today is that my computer is working as well as my speaker!!!
But, sadly, my handphone is dead and gone already :'(  Pfft.

Planned to finish up F&N homework by today but I guess I can't cause everytime I tried to do one question, I'll end up doodling. Urgh, Come on, CONCENTRATE!!

This few weeks gonna be quite a rush cause 1) cousin is getting engaged and I got to clean up my room, alone. 2) there's alot of homework not done and 3) alot of (netball + silat) training due to the upcoming competition. %@*$)@)$^!

Another thing is that, I wanna congrat Kak Bit for winning Gold for Tunggal during the SEA GAMES :D




Psst, Sila, I need Mr Khan's number for the english tuition. Thanks!
I got to go before someone find out I'm using the computer. Bye!

I am super duper exhausted due to silat training. See! I finally went to training guys! I've been so busy and lazy these few weeks but thank goodness I get to make it today! :)
And now, I'm having a migrane.
But still, silat was fun cause I get to meet my retardeds - Asyilah and Fatin. It's been a while since the three of us go to training together and I miss them to the maxima! Can't wait for gym-ming(gym + swimming) this Tuesday!! Yay! There's more training @ Persisi tomorrow and Muzakkir and Hilmi ask us to tag along. No way! If I were to train at Persisi (it's where all the Nationals pesilat trained at and they are like, f good -.-) I'll meet Bye for sure, and the rest of the pesilat including freaking guy. Urgh, never!! *roll eyes* While Fatin get to meet _ and _. Haha! Asyilah? Nah, she tak main with these people. :P

Yesterday was netball training and I was the only one who wore blue _._ cause I eventually thought that yesterday was Wednesday. Pfft. So the rest of the netballers were like, "disturbing" me cause I was the odd one. But THEN AGAIN, I was useful on that day because coach & mdm fat needed me for the jersey thinggy. *stares at Sila* Phew.
I HATE our new jersey. Literally.........sucks. We're gonna be one of them. SO great.
Court games were normal. For the first round of court games, my shooting was 90% but soon, it dropped to 10%. ): Really need to buck up! After training, Bernice and I headed to Blue Sea and bought food. BERNICE TAN LI XIAN, I SWEAR TO YOU THAT I DON'T LIKE "ELISA" AND I'M NOT CROSSING ANY FINGERS OR TOES. _._

My speaker is dead and my computer is very lag.
I will update more if my computer does not make a nuisance aite. Just pray that my computer won't be dead by a few weeks time....

Payce!

PS: I can wait for school to start!
PS PS: I'll update about my family outing to Wild Wild Wet tomorrow! 8)

Wishing all my Muslims friends Salam Maal Hijrah! Which means 18 December = 1 Muharam, A new year in the Muslim's calender.

So first and formost, I would like to seek forgiveness from you guys out there who I had hurt their feelings physically, verbally or mentally. I'm sorry guys. Let us turn over a new leaf and start 2010 afresh! My new year resolutions would be...

1) Study hard for O lvls.
2) Be a good daughter/sister/bestfriend.
3) To improve on my English.
4) Do not fall in love. Well, at least for now! I mean, forever, until I'm ready _._

That's all. I'll add in more on 31st Dec 2009 which is just 2 more weeks. Aah I'm not ready for 2010!

So yeah, the girl who left her freaking red lipstick was eventually.........


RIHANNA.
Confirm.



There Sila, I've told you!
Pfft.
How did I get to know it was her?
Cause I was as usual, Bieber-ing and I saw Justin wrote 'anyone find the video of Rihanna hitting me with a kiss? help me find that.'

Oh yes man, I'm freakingly gonna find out the video _._
LOL.
Anw, I gotta announce to the WHOLE world that I finally joined twitter. Yay. So, do follow me aite. Thus, my Plurk, which I've not used it for Justin's-knows-when is dead.

FOLLOW ME ON TWITTER PEOPLE!
:D

1) http://www.jansport.com/js_product_detail.php?cid=10&pid=TSF0 (First bag)

2) http://www.jansport.com/js_product_detail.php?cid=&pid=TRD4 (The white and green one.)

3) http://www.jansport.com/js_product_detail.php?pid=T501E (First bag)

Hope there's these patterns here in Singapore ):

Who's the freaking girl
that left her freaking red/pink lipstick
on Justin's freaking white cheek?

S.M.F
I'm gonna find out who's lipstick is that.
I gotta feeling its Under-my-Umbrella singer. -.0

I just caught Mum reading what I'm just about to type -.-


Anyway, I feel all sticky and sandy due to the fact that I just got home from OBS BBQ. It's okay except there's obviously no bonding among us. Everyone acted as if we've never met before and did their own business. Pathetic I tell you. *shrugs* Hashimah, Hayati, Lylie, Farah, Atiqah and I cycled our way from Bedok to East Coast Park. So that explains why my butt is in pain now. ):

Yesterday I finished a book entitled 'Vibes' and another book called 'Starry Nights, Stage Fright and my surprise valentine'. Both of the books kept me curious and keen to know whats more to come that I don't realise it was already 5 am in the morning. Thus, I only had 6 hours of sleep till the next day. Oh talking about books, there's this one book, 'Thirteen Reasons Why' in Popular that caught my eyes, literally. It's $17.90. Anyone kind enough to buy this for me? Heh. Kk jk ^^V

I've been missing alot of things these few weeks especially Netball and Silat training. Gosh. Better buck up since I got competition for those two thinggys. Plus, for Silat, I haven't even think of the steps for Silat Pengantin!! Argh! Life is so packed this few days! Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh! When your life is bored, you whine, but when it's so packed, you tend to complain. When will you be grateful to life? Typical human. Typical me. -.-

On a happier note, I've gotten my EAGLES award despite failing overall. Alhamdullilah! But i guess I'll be giving it to both my parents since they need it more then I do. Nvm, it's okay. (:

Another thing is, I've not been keeping track of Justin Bieber. So sorry Justin, I'm really really busy these few days. HAHA! And I dreamt about JB yesterday night. FOR REAL IT'LL COME TRUE. _._

Hypnotised

EH HELLO.

:D

Currently at my cousin's house, so I don't really have the time to blog cause we have some time limit and such thing you know. Sorry eh loyal readers ^^

I was nuts and some what hyper yesterday when I reached here. Danced and lip sync One Time, You belong With me, Down, Sweet Dreams and Boom Boom Pow, in the bedroom with my close cousins. Used hair brush which acted like a microphone and danced like maniacs. How fun is that? ^^

Then at night, I read up this book, 'Slippery Slopes, high hopes and my winter dream boy' till 4am in the morning. It's been a very long time since I read books till late at night and I just feel good when I did so. (: Basically, the book is so gr8 that I don't want it to end! But what to do.....

Anw, know what? I'm craving for something now.
Food obviously.
Hmmmmmmmm.
I am craving for.........




This..


And this...


And this tooooo



*dreamy eyes with watery mouth*
YUUUUUUUUUMMMMMMMMYYYYYYYY :9


I'm bored. Let's go bieber-ing now.