I GIVE MTV BUSTIN OUT WITH BEAST A MISS BECAUSE MY CABLE WENT ASDFGHJKL!! Urgh! Why?! Why of all the days, you (cable) decided not to function well today?! You know how depressed I am when it's already 2pm and ppl start messaging me, informing me that the show had already started?! =.= You never know how I feel you cable! BLAME IT ALL ON THE CABLE AND THE SATELLITE! T.T But thank goodness I didn't get electric SHOCK when I was mending the wires. =.= Nvm, I shall look on the brighter side. There's repeat telecast tmrw at 8.30pm so I gotta be happy! JUST HOPE THT THE CABLE WORKS TMRW T.T

Anw, I am officially over and done with F&N Coursework Task B (only). Mrs Sim told us that we could put aside task A for a while, which means that I finally can concentrate on my other subjects!! ^^

I slept like a rock (just like how Hashimah said) yesterday after I got home from school at 4pm and I woke up at 12 midnight. Started to do my revision till 6am while listening to BEAST's songs on the radio =P Felt so lethargic by then and slept at 8am till 11pm. And that's when my depression came. I can't on the cable. Dang it.

I was supposed to meet Tje Ying today for a study date and buy my school shoes but she had BBQ to attend =.= Not fair. I'm stuck at home while she's out there, having fun. Tsk.

Omaj I think I just exceed the time limit which is to blog for only 30 minutes. It's gonna be an hour soon. Oh no Oh no.


I'm going to revise and do SS now. 5 essays to complete! T.T
Ohh dear Kwangie! Your smile brighten up my day so pls lift up my spirits! XD
Bye-yeom ♥

Can you feel me now
Take a deep breath and let me explain
All the pain that’s been wreckin my brain
Gettin so close to goin’ insane
And see you standing there
And the feelin’ never gonna be the same
seems like we missed the whole damn train
Blame is all we have for us

And I can let in get in the way
Even if the love is the costly price to pay
Lookin’ back life love was the game or cliche
Gotta move away sacrifice my heart and let you breath again...

F&N is a @%#&$ =.=
I spent MOST of my time doing F&N and if I don't get a distinction, you are so dead! UNDERSTOOD?! asdfghjkl!!
Be right back! I'll update more later.

I am suffering from back ache, nose block, eye beg, neck pain, head ache and Gi Kwang's knows what else =.=
F&N is never ending and I just realised that F&N is the same as = FOREVER & NEVER (ending) Ah, so true so true. My father went, "From the very beginning of whatever month and up till now, you are still doing your F&N. When is it going to finish?" Tsk. If only I could answer that question but sadly, I can't, YET.
Anyway, fasting month is in 2 weeks time and I still have 7 more days = 1 more week to repay my fast! AH YES! I hope that my volcano will not erupt tomorrow or the day after and so on because I need these days!! That 7 days! Please Allah!!
So, Sunday was 25 of July and it was actually my one month anniversary with..............BEAST! Omo! One month since GK winked at me, one month since BEAST made me feel grateful for living in Singapore, one month since BEAST made me feel on TOP of the world! Wohooo!
HAPPY BELATED 1 MONTH ANNIVERSARY ♥

I think I better get going since I still have F&N to do and it's already 1:15am in the morning. I ACTUALLY STARTED DOING F&N AT 8.30PM YOU KNOW!? *^!#*%(!$*^$!)(^!.
Bye-yeom! ♥

Played soccer during P.E lesson just now! I think I'm seriously going to fall in love with soccer (besides Netball and Silat). I was like, "I'm sorry if I can't play soccer cause I'm not good at kicking balls" and some of my friends actually laughed at that statement =.= But really whaaaat!
Anw, I was reading my old blog which was updated when I was in primary school. Pretty hilarious though the way I talk. Keke. And there, I came across my lame pictures taken before graduating. I AM SO LAME LAH! XD
And there's actually a lot of wonderful things happened during my primary school years like for example, Rena, Maya, Nad, remember the times when we fry fried noodles for the boys during Hari Raya? We thought we spoilt it but it actually taste okay, except that it's salty? Remember?
And Bernice, rmbr the time when you often go to my house to play playdough? There's this one time where we practice handling food using the playdough to prepare ourselves for the grand dinner? Rmbr? I STILL HAVE THE PICTURES!! ^^





Bernice's


Mine

Last but not least..........









CUTENESS(Bernice) OVERLOAD! XDDDD
 HAHAHAHAHA!

Okay, enough! :P Better start studying! BYE-YEOM!♥
Study date with Tje Ying tomorrow! :D

F&N IS DRIVING ME CRAZY!! T.T

Currently having massive hard-core migraine. :/ Argh!
Btw, T.O.P's picture above hot uh? ^^ Looks like Nickhun right but nahh, it's T.O.P! :D Gi Kwang, Kyuhyun, Bieber, don't worry I still love you people. KEKEKEKE.
Mother Tongue LC was okay I guess. I answered one question wrongly! Okay, maybe more! Aigoooooooo!~

Who wanna go out and study with me this Saturday?! :P

Taemin Neomu Yeppeo :D

Saengil chukha hamnida Taeminnieeeeeeeee! :D
Though your age is already legal (meaning you are already an adult) in Korea, you are still the baby face maknae so it felt so weird calling you Oppa cause you don't really look like one :P
Can't wait for your come back but honestly, I don't like your current hair :P Keke~

5 KM RUN WAS CANCELED DUE TO THE HEAVY RAIN AND LIGHTNING WHICH STRUCK A TREE YESTERDAY
%($@(*%@(*%$(*^%@*^@%)^.
You know how devastating I felt when I got to know the news. I was so excited before that but to no avail, it was canceled. Yup, canceled, not postponed. Pfft. So instead of going home early in the morning, we (Firah, Amalina, Khadijah, Wani, Sharifah, Dania, Zaki, Irfan, Dania's brother, Hashimah and Lylie) decided to have our breakfast at Macdonald. I was in the midst of eating when suddenly, a lady tapped on my shoulder and asked me to help her pulled her jacket out of her arms -.- ^*($@(*$(^#(*^#. Helped her and then Wani stood up out of the blue, for no reason and began approaching the lady with a :O face and then sat back to her place. All of us who watched the scene laughed out loud till the whole place was filled with our laughter. We were wondering why Wani was standing and when she told us the reason, we laughed even harder. HAHA. Wani, Wani. The reason she stood up is because she taught that the lady asked her to help her buy food. HAHAHAHAAH. You should see Wani's facial expression and then you'll understand why we laughed so hard our stomach hurts. XDDDD
After all the laughter, we went to CS and then TM. Went to ART BOX, POPULAR and then to ARCADE. It's been a very long time since we went to arcade and so we played like nobody's business. :) At first, all of us thought of going to catch a movie or sth but since the theater at TM is packed with a lot of people, we decided not to. Further more, we aren't appropriately dressed up since we were in our "RUNNING ATTIRE" :P Homed at 12pm.

So much for running 5km with Springfielders :( Ahhh, there's still another time. Maybe after the O's?
Anw, yesterday, I missed Channel 5 NEWS -.- There's Beast and other Kpopping groups!! And Gi Kwang was interviewed by the reporter!!!!!! Urgh! I felt so sad and depressed when Dewi told me that during religious class just now. ^)@$)^@^)(@&(@.
AHHH, YES, FINALLY I WENT TO MY RELIGIOUS CLASS! Hehe.

Okay, byeyeom! ♥

I was watching T.O.P's Turn It Up Loud MV and then I suddenly realized that for the last part of the video, he kindda looks like Bye. A bit. And there, Bye pops up in my mind which I DON'T WANT TO. Haixs. Falling in love hurts so much it can actually break your heart into billion of pieces. Will not fall in love ever again. Keke~

My mum and siblings went to JLittle at Expo just now cause of some blabla SALE (sigh, mothers) but I did not tag along since I decided to do some revision. So I finally got the house all by myself and I managed to complete doing mind maps on Phys. OH WHAT AN ACCOMPLISHMENT -.- Prelims is just around the corner and I'm so worried I might do badly for all the subs. :(

Anyway, 5km run tomorrow at ECP! OMO OMO OMO!!!!!!! I don't think I can make it cause it's been a very long time since I run a very long distance. Ahhh! Wish me all the best! F I G H T I N G!! I must get TOP! (Not TOP, TOP, but TOP as in TOP 100? HAHA! There's thousand(I think) ppl participate okay so 100 okay right? Or maybe TOP 1 thousand? :P) Keke~


Oh and I BEDAZZLED MY CALCULATOR ^^V hehe.
Got to go cause it's already 1 am in the morning -.- I'm dead meat if I'm not able to wake up tmrw.
BYEYEOMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM ♥

DOOJOON OPPA! Saengil chukha hamnida!!! :D
Please take good care of Gi Kwang and come to Singapore again! Sarangeeeee!

I was reading through my past post and I came across this post about Bye playing cards with me. That's when from there, I began to like him more. *sigh* People change, things go wrong, shit will happen but life goes on. I miss the past!!!! =(
And also, I miss NDP because from there, I know a lot of awesome people that makes me smile all day.

Me: Not sad uh if ndp ends?
Someone: Maybe yes maybe no. Cause maybe Im not able to see you again.

So true.
Going out with Firah, Effah and Istiqa tmrw to study and do homework. YAY!